I am Reality

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I'm woke but I still couldn't think I'd reach to it. I was calculating in my mind how far would it takes me to jump to maybe actually reach the stop, Carey Hilton 235 Wedgewood St. The bus but I was scarfing to open the doors. It moved, now I remain while I'm in this chase with no control of what's happening to my body.

       My head slams from one mirror to another. In a screeching sound I hear. " stand down, seatbelt on, I couldn't balance my self. I was weak. Red light, on the break from a close distance, driver's seat right on the back. Now I'm one with bloody nose. On the free way two vehicles aside each other. 13 saint st, Jeremy Jacobs, 45 miles an hour. Proceed through, slow, slow I'm on 25 miles, we are neck to neck, opened the door and jump. Rolling through an intersection. Ambulance called, friends and foe to my shoulder, mom quickly assist in an instant. Half hour later, I'm brought home with a black polo belt awaiting my bed. And I'm marked through my sides and back.
      
        "Why'd you do it" "I wanted to go to school" "I was taken you... " I wanted to ride the bus with my friends." You almost killed yourself" I had full control of my doings, it is why I did it." Ever since that day I was woken up too early to be woke, made sure lunch is packed the day before, and I shower and brush my teeth before anyone else. I was prioritized. Twin I am a twin, twins are treated differently In the cultural of mine. Of you had a twin it was either a good cause or bad fate.
       
      You are always to nurture them carefully. They are healing, they are knowing and they are protecting, not physically mentally and spiritually. Started when I was four, my sister was 12 my other sister was 14 and my mother would come from work with a sprain of pain within her back. My feet 4 inches my sisters had larger feet. She says massage my back by stepping on it. It will take the pain away.
     
       I stood confused, my legs are small feels like paper on skin. She'd offer something always. Money, food, treat. I never understood why till I turned 15. Nephew bout two times bigger than me, younger than me but bigger, if someone was to crack a bone back where it belongs to would be a heavier person. She called for me. I asked "why, he is much heavier" "you are the healing" my mother said. I thought to myself I got powers. "You don't have powers" she told  me. "You are blessed and gifted" "when a twin is born everyone prays to keep you blessed and protected. "Twins are not asked for they are gifted. "I offer because you are healing through the Lord."