I am Reality

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Why do some foreign parents name their child the most common American names. Like John Reh or Bradly Salim like it's so weird. I mean i understand there is nothing wrong with it but imagine all your fellow family memebers have asian names and you're the only one with an American name. You might feel relief that the teachers can easily pronounce your name right and mispronounce the other but doesn't it feel like a rip from the face and cultural pride.

         I remember meeting a beautiful girl by the name of Jule. I dont recall her last name but i am asure of her nationality. She was Thai, a migrant from thailand. She spoke little to no english and worst of all a friend of my ex. At the time me and my ex weren't rivals. We spoke to each other like beings with respect and all but i teased her every now and then about the turkish boy she was dating named Yakub. But anywho i got the feeling that why am i trying with a girl who has a whole boyfriend when i have a fresh asian girl right infront of me.

         One thing to know about me is that i love asian women. There is just something about them that is soothing and intellect. So i decided to talk to Julie but like the dumbass i always was i teased her littl too much. Kept making fun of her accent which i found cute but being the dick i was i kept teasing her about it. She did not like it. Then i tstarted stereo typing and she even gotten angrier. Soemthing about my dark rotten soul that everytime i like a girl i scare her away or bully her out of interest. But i really did liked Julie. Her smile was priceless and she was different.

         One afternoon on a school clock like about 12:30 after lunch. I sat next to her and continued with my asshole actions. She got mad and slapped across the face. My sixth grade teacher looled at me and looked at Julie and said "you deserve it." That was the last time i spoke to Julie,  till i met her again 6 years later. Her face hasn't changed and her dimplea i noticed after 6 years. I still had feelings for her but i refuse to come out. I continued to be a dick to her so my feelings for her woudnt interfere in our educations. I hope one day i get a chance to do over with Julie. She such an angel from the hearts and heavens.