A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 7 - i was supposed to love you

WILL's POV

After (Y/N) had left I sat In bed for a bit longer trying to recall any events of the night before. I guess I drunk a lot more than I thought I did. looking over to the side of me I see (Y/N)'s jumper on the floor and look down at myself to see my jumper is missing and then I realized. the jumper she left in must of been mine. I'll need to bring her the jumper back later. 

I got up and heading towards the kitchen to make myself some coffee and toast to try and ease this migraine that would not shift bloody thing. as I open the door walking over to the kettle turning it on as I grabbed a slice of bread putting it into the toaster. 

I hear the front door open as I hear Mia and Gee's voice shout "HEY WILL!" they both say in unison their voices bouncing right off my migraine making me wince slightly at the throbbing pain. 

I turn my head towards the door as Gee and Mia walk through the door into the kitchen, both of them still dressed in their outfits from yesterday. Somehow Mia still managed to look perfect shes so class, so why do I feel the way I do? "Aight you two?" I say smiling at them as I pour myself a cup of coffee. "Yeah!! we had a well fab night!" Gee says smiling as he sits on the worktop swinging her legs "Totally class" Mia says kissing my cheek as she gets herself a glass of water "Did you have an alright night?"

"Yeah, I just had a quiet night in. and did some editing"  I say lying, lying to Mia. the Woman I was supposed to love. 

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YOUR POV 

"I'll be back in a bit," Alex says giving me a small kiss, grabbing his wallet and phone as he walks out of the room and out of the apartment to go and get some food for dinner. Leaving Me and George alone to talk. 

"Right. we are finally talking." He says putting a hand on my knee comfortingly. I honestly regret telling George something was wrong I mean don't get me wrong I trust George with my life but if I told him. "George I'm okay I just..."  he would only rightly so tell Alex and I cannot afford that. "Just been feeling anxious a lot again lately." So I didn't tell him, but I didn't lie either. Just twisted my own words. 

"Oh (Y/N)..." George said in reply looking worried, pulling me into a tight hug. "Honestly you softy I'm okay just the normal," I say chuckling as I hug him back. But if I'm honest I wasn't okay and at this moment there was only one person I wanted. and that made me feel even worse because of how wrong it was... 

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Alex: Oi man wanna join us for dinner? I ordered way too much take away :///

Will: Yeah mate sure. Can Mia come too? 

Alex: Ofc

Will: 7?

Alex: Ya

Will: See you then 

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Me, Alex, and George all sat on the floor with a load of food in front of us spread out like a picnic which was our favourite way to eat. I pick up one of the boxes of Chinese takeaway to start eating when Alex slaps my hand taking it away before putting it back down "Wait until Will and Mia arrive you Greedy pig" Alex says jokingly scrunching his face up at me while George just facepalmed. "Will and Mia are coming...?" I say suddenly feeling self-conscious at how messy I was dressed all I had on was one of my oversized t-shirts and a pair of jogging bottoms with my up in a messy bun. 

"Yeah I invited them earlier is that alright babe?" Alex says putting his hand on mine. And before I can respond I hear the loud shout of a geordie voice "WAAHHEEYY!!". and just like that, I knew something bad was about to happen. 

After we had all eaten and had a little bit to drink which normally happened during these nights, Will got up and said he had something of mine in his bag. so we both excused ourselves and headed into my room 

I sit on my bed looking up at Will who grabbed my hoodie out of his bag throwing it at me before dumping his bag on my floor sitting next to me on the bed. "If uh... mia asks, we weren't together last night I stayed home alone and did some editing," he said looking at me turning his head leaning his arms onto his legs. This kind of caught me off guard as he normally isn't bothered about Mia knowing "Yeah, sure. any reason though?". Will didn't respond to me he just looked at me leaning in closer

"Will...?" I say nervously swallowing as Will tucks a piece of hair behind my ear "Forgive in advance for being a knob..." he says before connecting his lips onto mine. and for a brief second, I kiss him back putting my hands on his neck, while his hand holds my face gently his skin and lips softly against mine pulling him closer to me until his body was practically on top of mine until the guilt started to kick in. 

"This is, wrong," I said pulling away from will's kiss hesitantly "I know," he said with a sigh "but I-". I cut his words off by putting my finger on lips "don't finish that sentence will You're with Mia.. and I'm with Alex" I said tearing up slightly. 

And with that, I and Will decided to never talk about the kiss ever again and decided to blame it on the alcohol. but we both knew deep down that it was definitely not, the alcohol.