A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 56 - Still?, nothing.

ALEX'S POV:

It's been around a week since Y/N had lost her memories.
And ever since I've kept my distance as much as I could, I simply couldn't face her.

She had said that she felt comfortable enough to move back in with one of us and so the doctor recommended that we all live together if possible, until she got her memories back.
Of course Will and George were neither happy about this but they both wanted to have Y/N back and healthy soon.

And so that's where we are now. Will, George and I sat around the kitchen table eating the most awkward most tension filled breakfast of our lives.
No one wanted to speak first it was like a competition of the alphas and their respect for themselves.

WILLS POV:

It was the first night that we had all slept in the same apartment including Y/N.

The sleeping arrangements were rather strange Alex gave her his bed so he shared with George and I stayed on the sofa, safe to say I didn't sleep well it was the first night I was without Y/N in a while... and I- I didn't like it.
The whole thing made me realise how scared I was to lose her, my angel, my life.

So we all sat eating breakfast awkwardly waiting for Y/N to wake up. And I'm sure we all had our own opinions on the situation... but I personally believe that Alex and George were the ones making this the most uncomfortable.
I think they're still holding the most grudges... I mean, of course, we are all scarred from the past couple months they've hardly been easy. But life moves on, and we need to learn to move on together as friends, as a family. Especially in this circumstance, it's not great for any of us.

I decided that no one else was going to break the ice first rather quickly after 15 minutes of awkward eating and the occasional huff, tut or sigh from someone at the table.
But as I opened my mouth to talk though I wasn't sure I knew what I was going to say, the door to the kitchen opens and Y/N walks in with bed hair rubbing her eyes with her soft hands that had finally regained their natural colour

"Morning guys," She said with a yawn while sitting down in the only free seat which happily happened to be the seat next to me "Morning Y/N" Me, George and Alex said in unisons causing Y/N to smile which just made my stomach flip in happiness to see that even after everything she's going through I- We can still make her smile.

"Can I get you anything?" I say beating the others to it standing up smiling down at her while I pick up my plate to clear away "Well, You know me best. Get whatever I used to have for breakfast" she replied with a shrug. A calm expression laid on her face, I just nodded in response walking over to the sink putting my plate away before going over to the top cupboard dragging out a bowl and a box of crunchy nut cornflakes then grabbing a glass of orange juice. 

"Sleep well?" I hear Alex say "Alex's bed is minging sorry we didn't change it" George chimes in making her chuckle "I slept well, and it wasn't minging at all." she replied, "It was a familiar smell actually... rather comforting".

As she said that I felt my heart stop and my jaw clench, I had no need to be jealous. She's my Fiance but she doesn't remember that. And if somehow Alex managed to get her to fall for him all over again. 

I squeeze my eyes shaking my head putting that thought to the back of my mind knowing that if I didn't I would only drive myself insane. Snapping back to reality I turn around walking back to the table passing her the bowl of cereal and glass of orange juice "ta-da! the Y/N breakfast special" I say with an awful French accent. 

YOUR POV:

I laugh at Will and his awful accent as he places in front of me what used to be apparently my favourite breakfast "Thank you" I say as I put my hand on his almost with instinct, and it felt right I can't lie. 
I mean Will is obviously a very attractive man there's no lying there I'm still not quite sure how I landed him, and most people would be lying if they said they did not have a crush on Will, But I wouldn't even think of telling him this just yet I would NOT want to lead him on in any way... 

The four of us sat and finished breakfast together. 
And I may have lost my memories but even I could clearly see the tension in this room between the three boys. 

I had a feeling there was something they weren't telling me.
And I had a feeling it had everything to do with why I was in this situation.