A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 47 - Leaving for Awhile.

WILLS POV:
Me and Y/N had been sat driving in silence for an hour or so it almost as if she had been frozen.
It was scary, really scary. I haven't seen her like this since her first major anxiety attack she had in Alex's apartment with George, Alex and I... I can still remember it like it was yesterday it was horrifying.

"y/n...?" Alex muttered in a confused matter as he turned around to see her on her knees her arms wrapped around them as if she was hugging herself. Her eyes were dull there was no sparkle in them like there normally was, tears were silently falling from her eyes as she breathed hysterically. "What the fuck!" George shouts as he follows Alex's graze "What's happening-" I say as I jump to my feet walking over to Y/N before being pushed away by Alex "Don't. Will" he says before walking over to her himself putting his arm around her rubbing circles into her back muttering words under his breath to her which seemed to help calm her down.

I shiver at the memory as the hairs stand up on my neck, I hated seeing her like this. I'd rather shoot myself in the foot then see her like this.

"Are you... ok?" She finally says while turning her head to face me "Oh- Yeah, why?"
"You were shivering..."
"Just thinking about things, don't worry." I say slowly going to put my hand on her thigh as if to make sure she was okay with it. Which she was as for the first time in an hour she took my hand and started to open up again.

YOUR POV:

"So... where are we going?" I say scrunching my face up in confusion while squeezing Wills hand as he placed it on my thigh.
"Me ma's house" he says with a smile as he squeezes my hand back
"Big Shaz?! Hell Yeah! I haven't seen her in so long"
"You seem excited"
"Of course I am, your Ma is practically mine. I've missed her"
"She's missed you too ya know."
"She has??"
"Of course, she's always asking about you."

I smile at the thought of Will talking to his Mam about me.
I really did miss her she practically became my mother in the short time that I knew her, she made me feel safe and welcome in her home.
And always knew when there was something wrong, and always knew how to help.
Hell I even call her Ma now much to her delight, she is such an amazing woman.

"Does she know we are comin?" I say breaking my own trail of thought
"Nah she doesn't, I only decided we should go there as I was carrying you to the car."
"Will she be okay with it??"
"Of course she will be you twat, don't worry about it" Will says while squeezing my hand one last time before letting go and turning on the radio allowing Will and I to just listen to some music and chill for a little while.

But as we continued to drive I couldn't help but notice that Will was still fiddling with whatever was in his hoodie pocket almost as if he was checking that whatever it was, was still there and safe. I would certainly need to remember to ask Will what it was when we arrived as I could feel my eyes closing as I fell asleep for a well needed nap.

...

I wake up as I feel the car come to a halt when the engine of the car stops.
I open my eyes slowly and realise that we had arrived at Will's mums house and I went from slowly opening my eyes to shooting them wide open in excitement as I smile at Will who smiles in return before we both get out of the car walking over to the front door, hand in hand.

And before we can even lift our hands to knock on the door, the door flies open as Shaz stands there with the biggest smile I have ever possibly seen on her face.

"Hey mum" Will and I say in unison as we are both attacked with a warm welcoming hug, those safe welcoming hugs I had missed so very much.

So sorry this chapter took so long to bring out :) I promise I'll start getting better with my uploading schedule.

But anyhooo this chapter is dedicated to
heyhoexoxo
Jess_Cakexo
YoursTrulyELI
For being genuinely amazing and supportive mates x