A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 42 - Goodbye, Alex.

I wake up with my head snuggled into the nook of Will's shoulder his arms wrapped sleepily around my body in a protective manner which made my heart flutter in genuine happiness. I notice his eyes begin to open as he starts to wake up, and so I shut my eyes quickly and pretend to be asleep instead of letting him know that I had been watching him for the past couple minutes as I snuggle back into the nook of his shoulder. 

"I've been awake a couple of minutes you nonce..." Will says as while tightening his arms around me as he kisses my forehead his voice husky and warm from just waking up which instead of making my heart flutter it made it; stop, skip a beat even. I know I shouldn't be thinking of these things or even feeling these things especially considering... I was still with Alex... Or was I? 

But I couldn't help it. I really, really couldn't trust me. I was trying, I was trying so hard.

But it was impossible. 

"Oh... Aha" I chuckled nervously while attempting to sit up before getting pulled straight back down by Will. "No wait," he says looking at me leaning in to kiss me but stopping before our lips connect "Let's run away for the weekend... like we planned..."

"What-" I say pushing Will away gently in shock

"I'm serious! lets fucking do it... why not" He says leaning in again connecting his lips to mine

and for a brief second I kissed Will back everything inside me screaming to say Yes! Yes! lets go. But I couldn't right? right?! I needed something, anything to tell me to stop, tell me to say no. Anything! Please! ...

And my prayer was answered as we hear a loud banging at the door.

So we disconnected our lips as Will muttered some words under his breath throwing on a pair of jogging bottoms with a shirt that laid on the floor before telling me to stay right where I was before walking off into the hall shutting the door firmly behind him.

A couple of minutes had past and I couldn't hear anything; No conversations, No fighting, No noise in general. I was starting to get paranoid and anxious I didn't like silence, not one bit. But I would soon regret wishing for something more than silence once Will re-entered the room a set of keys in his hands, running his hand through his hair with a sigh. 

"Who- What was it?"

He doesn't respond he just throws me the keys before getting undressed again climbing back into bed. It doesn't take me long to realise that these were, in fact, my keys to the apartment and I felt- I didn't know what I felt. 

"Alex?"
He just nods laying back down opening his arms for me to lay down next to him, and so I did. I took Will's opened arms and started to forget about Alex and his closed door. 

I started thinking while we layed there in comfortable silence while he played with my hair and I realised that I didn't care what anyone else thought, what anyone else said. Will made me happy despite all of the bad fucking shit that had happened. 

"Where shall we go on our weekend?"  I say sitting up leaning on my arm drawing circles on Will's chest with my finger 

"You wanna go???"
"Yeah! I do."

"Why don't we just, go on a road trip? see where we end up."
"That sounds perfect."

And so I and Will made our weekend plan getaway. And I couldn't be more excited yet there was still a small sinking feeling in the bottom of my stomach which told me that this weekend may cost me more than I was bargaining for.