A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 12 - Same time, Same place.

I wake up the next morning a couple of hours after Will had left during my breakdown. I turn over in my bed to find myself asleep next to a figure as my head rests on their arm which slowly wraps itself around me. in fear of who it might be I open my eyes as my anxiety calms down to see Alex laid beside me as he rubs his eyes.

"Alex..?" I say, my voice groggy from just waking up. "Hope it was okay I joined you in the night," He says awkwardly moving his fringe from his eyes and in response, I hug him not knowing what else to say, just happy that he wasn't strangling me out of anger or something stupid.

We lay there for a couple more minutes in comfortable silence as we both just stared at the ceiling contemplating life and all the obstacles that we have come across recently

"We need to talk about what happened (Y/N)" Alex said breaking the peaceful silence followed by a sigh "I know.. I'm just scared to." I say sitting up biting my lip nervously running my hands through my hair "Me too. let us just get it over with yeah?" He says smiling at me with a gentle smile that made me feel a little better.

"Why did you kiss him?" and his facial expression just changed in a second, From gentle and calm too angry and scared. "I don't know Alex, and that's the honest answer. I'm confused and scared."

"What are you scared of?" 

"Losing you completely. 

"You won't." He says looking me directly in the eye "You mean too much to me." 

"I don't deserve you, In any way," I say shaking my head avoiding all eye contact to stop the tears I could feel in the back of my throat. "I want you to go and speak to will."

"What?" 

"Go, meet up with him. And talk about it and figure out what's going on."

I look at Alex with a confused expression "Why?"

"Because once you two know whats going on between you. I can figure out what happens to us." He says with a pained smile before kissing me on the forehead as he gets out of bed walking out of the room leaving me to make a phone call that would change everything.

I force myself out of bed walking over to the window sliding open the blind before lifting up the window poking my head out as I breathe in the cool summer air. Shutting the window I walk over to my wardrobe throwing on a sundress with an oversized jacket and a pair of doc martins that go with a matching pair of knee-high socks. 

 As I finish getting ready throwing my hair up into a messy ponytail I pick up my phone and shakily put in the passcode pressing the contacts button and scrolling down to find "Nonce" 

I click on the nicknamed contact which made me chuckle slightly forcing myself to click "Call".

Ring ring, ring ring

"Hello?"

"Hey will"

"Are you okay?" Will says with almost a sigh of relief after his sentence as if he'd been waiting for this phone call for months

"Yeah, Can we meet up and talk?"

"What about Alex?"

"He wants us too."

"Seriously?"

"Yeah, Seriously. So you free?"

"Yeah, yeah. where do you want to meet?"

"The park, same place, same time." 

"See you in 30 minutes, Love."

"See you then, Nonce. 

And with that, I hang up the call goosebumps on my arms for more than one reason. And I find myself having to remind myself, That this was just to talk and nothing else.

Absolutely nothing else.

Right?

Totally. 

I grab my phone and purse, Say goodbye to Alex and George then head for the door and start walking towards my literal fate.