A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 15 - a small smile

I feel my phone vibrating in my pocket as I'm running back to my apartment to tell Alex and George what I was planning, and to pack a very quick bag in the space of an hour. I stop running to catch my breath and calm down a bit. While checking the notification from my phone.

And I suppose checking my phone did help calm my heartbeat because as I read the notification on my screen my heart both stopped and dropped down to my stomach at the exact same time

From will

"Do me a favour. Don't contact me anymore"

I read the message over and over again in my head trying to make sense of it and I just couldn't it didn't make even the slightest bit of sense

I tried responding multiple times Again, and again but every time the same notification pop up

You have been blocked by this caller.

I felt sick, scared and incredibly anxious

I could feel my breathing coming too much for me to handle my heartbeat too loud in my head

my vision becoming blurry. And I knew I needed to get back to Alex and George as quick as possible

So I started running again, running trying to outrun the pain.

After what felt like hours of running I finally arrived at the door to the apartment falling to my sore and tired knees. I push it open with one hand while the other held the base of my neck trying to support myself as I could feel my throat closing up

"A-Alex...- George" I manage to strangle out of myself tears streaming down my face my air supply becoming extremely limited as I feel the panic in my stomach building up faster and faster.

the second they notice me Alex and George rush over both yelling my name both putting an arm around me as I guide my own around their necks

They put me down on the sofa gently as Alex rubs my back in a pattern of circles which he knew for some reason neither of us knew always calmed me down while George went into the kitchen to get me a glass of water

"What happened babe... you need to tell me," Alex says gently as he grabbed my face slowly turning it towards him "Did he hurt you...? Force him-"

"No, No Alex..." I say with a sigh as I take a couple of deep breaths starting to slowly calm myself down.

"Well?"

"When we met up... Everything was fine-"

My sentence is cut off by George as he enters the room putting my glass of water down on the table and I couldn't help but notice he had a slight sly smile across his lips.

I convinced myself that it was nothing and that I was just reading too much into it as I was feeling anxious enough as it is.

"As I was saying... Everything was fine we decided we would spend some time together and see how we both felt" I know that wasn't the full truth but I didn't want to exactly tell him that I planned on running away for a weekend.

"Right, And what happened next?" George says putting his hand on my shoulder comfortingly

"Don't force her George."

"No, Its okay Alex. After that I was walking back here when I got a Text message..."

And so I explained the text, what it said that Will had blocked me and how my panic attack started.

Alex kind of sat there motionless for a couple of seconds before he spoke. "That doesn't seem like Will. He may not be in my best books right now... But still, I'm sorry he was your-"

"Alex stop please... It's weird but I guess... but Ugh I'm sorry I don't know I don't know anymore" my head falling into my hands as I sigh trying to calm myself down once again

"No, no. (Y/N) It's fine... I'm going to talk to him." Alex says as he stands up. Before George cuts him off

"Oh come on Alex, it's not that big of a surprise just leave it." George said with a shrug as he stood up walking over to the TV turning on the PS4 passing Alex a controller "Let's play a couple of games."

"Yeah, Alright, I suppose" Alex says giving in as he joins George starting a game of FIFA.

And I don't know if its because I was currently overthinking everything. Or the obvious signs I was seeing but

Something was not right here and I am going to get to the bottom of this.

"I need a few minutes," I said before standing up walking into my room to try and figure out what the fuck is going on.