A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 35 - Who can I trust?

After I left Will's apartment I decided not to go back to sleep and instead go and sit on the balcony as sleep didn't even feel like an option currently especially since I didn't even have a bed to myself and right now I just needed some space. 

As I sit on the damp chair from the late-night mist in the air I sigh tilting my head back as I feel a raindrop hitting my forehead as the beginning of a pour down starting slowly but surely I didn't move though I just stayed there staring up at the stars in the sky letting the rain drown me in my thoughts.

The cool rain against my clothes and skin was somewhat relaxing and almost therapeutic as I let my thoughts run around my mind at a thousand miles an hour. Why didn't Alex tell me about Will almost dying - Holy fuck Will almost fucking DIED!? and Alex lied to me about this??? what in the fuck!? was there anyone I could trust anymore??.

My fists curled into small fists as tears fell slowly down my cheeks unnoticeable due to the rain falling on my face which had now drenched my clothes. 

I turn my head as I notice the light turn on in the apartment as the balcony door opens and Alex appears next to me with a towel and a concerned look on his face and I could feel myself about to snap I was overwhelmed and scared.

"Y/N What are you-"

"Will almost fucking DIED and you didn't think to tell me?!" I sat standing up facing Alex keeping the distance between him and me 

"I- How do you know?"

if Alex was going to lie to me then I certainly didn't need to tell him the truth either I was pissed off as all fuck and just wanted answers. "I went for a walk and saw him, I asked him what happened when you went to see him because your BULLSHIT excuse made no sense," I say walking towards him stabbing my finger into his chest 

"You didn't trust me?!" Alex says throwing his hands up in the air "No! and apparently I had a fucking good reason not to as well! How could you NOT tell me this Alex." 

"Because who fucking cares! look what he did to you." 

"..." I could not believe the words that had just come out of his mouth "He could have DIED Alex. Not even he deserves that, not in that way or at all."

"Just- Will you come inside! its fucking freezing and you're soaking."

"No."

"What?! Stop being so childish!"

"Me childish!?"

"Yes, you! you've been acting like a right child lately." I shove passed Alex walking inside biting my cheeks, my nails digging into the palms of my hands. "Thank you. Now, will you just go and get changed." 

I ignore him and grab my back throwing my charger and purse into it not wanting to spend another minute in this apartment, or near him for that matter. "What on earth are you doing?" Alex says grabbing my arm gently and instantly I shove him off backing away heading towards the door. 

"I need time to myself, I don't know who I can even fucking trust anymore." I grab the handle of the door and twist it waiting for Alex to say something else, anything. But he doesn't so I just leave into the rain and the nosy streets to find a hotel to stay in.