A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 8 - This cant keep happening.

It has been a week since Will and I kissed. It is been the only thing I can think about, and the only thing I wanted to think about. I keep reliving the moment over, and over, and over again in my head and I know its wrong. But I can't help me believe me, I've tried.

I suppose Will was thinking the same thing as me because as I get out of the shower. I wrap a towel around myself picking up my phone to see a missed call and message from Will. "Give me a second to get dressed and ill phone you back x" I type out before pressing send.

Walking into my bedroom I throw on a jumper and a pair of ripped jeans. Sitting on the edge of my bed I grab my phone and go onto will's contact pressing dial.

"Alright love?" That Geordie voice says as he picks up the phone making my heart flutter and I couldn't tell if it was guilt... or something else. "Yeah, I'm alright. What did you need?" I say with a small smile as I lay down leaning my feet against the headboard of my bed. I hear Will take a deep breath before he shyly replies "Can we meet up. I need to see you again, we need to talk about the other night" any other person or time I would have said no, but I wanted to talk about the past night's events just as much as will did. "Yeah, I'd like to talk as well actually," I say rubbing my arm nervously "Where do you want to meet?"

"Why don't we meet down at the park near the waterfront, privacy there too like," he says. I could tell he was biting his tongue which meant he was thinking or concentrating on something important "Alright. See you there in like an hour-"

"No. no, now please." Will pleaded to cut off my sentence "Okay, Okay. I'll see you soon will" I sigh unaware if now was the right time to say this, even though that's a stupid thought considering me and Will tell each other this all the time... it felt different this time "I love you will, yeah?" I heard Will chuckle slightly before he spoke "Yeah, I love you too." he said before hanging up. And I could tell it felt different to him too. 

I walk into the living room to find George and Alex playing FIFA as usual, I go to the sofa to grab my purse and phone "I'm gonna go on a walk" I say only gaining a grunt of an answer from them both which didn't surprise me when they are involved in that game they are involved. so I grabbed my jacket and headed out of the front door, plugging in my headphones as I close the door. 

As I'm walking listening to some music I take the opportunity to try and sort out all the thoughts, and emotions inside of my head as I swear even a main road was quieter than my head right now. I don't have any clue on what to do, I love Alex of course I do. But do I really love him the same way I love... Will?. It's stupid, really really fucking stupid because I can almost guarantee He would never leave someone like Mia... for someone like me. Plus it would ruin my friendship with Alex and George and I cannot, and I mean cannot lose either of them. 

Before I know it I was arriving at the park and the 30 minute walks felt like 30 seconds walking into the park I see Will sat on a park bench with his headphones in his ears, his head leaning back as the wind softly blows through his soft hair. I take this opportunity to sneak up behind him to make him jump. 

"Boo!" I say grabbing hold of Will's shoulders making him jump. he turns around unplugging his headphones trying to look unamused but failing miserably and just ended up smiling instead. 

"Hey you," I say walking over to the front of the bench to sit down next to him "Was there really a need to scare me you nonce," he says crossing his arms raising his eyebrows playfully. "Oh absolutely," I say with a slight chuckle before sighing slightly crossing my legs on the bench "Are you okay," I say looking down at my hands picking at my nails nervously 

"I'm not sure (Y/N) everything is... a mess lets be honest." Will says slumping back into the park bench "How do you feel Will... Honestly, I mean" and as soon as I said that I mentally slapped myself because I did not want to know the honest answer "I- I don't know how to say it... without it sounding gay as all fuck," Will said rubbing the back of his neck nervously. and at that moment all I could remember how good his lips felt against mine and I found myself staring at his lips... 

"Can you show me?" I say darting my attention to his eyes which had a mixed expression of shocked and excitement if that was even ever possible. "I suppose I could," Will said grabbing my waist gently as he pulled me in closer planting his lips on mine again one of my hands on his neck the other in his hair gently. both of us forgetting about everything just enjoying the passion of the moment as his tongue slowly slid into my mouth.

"Ahem." Me and will break from the kiss immediately and I didn't need to feel his heartbeat to know it was beating as fast as mine with panic as we both turn our heads to see George stood there with his arms crossed looking down at us.