A guilty pleasure with you // WillNE x Reader

Chapter 27 - Broken, the reason behind it all - PT 2

WILLS POV:

The second Y/N ran out without saying anything more I knew that we needed to find her before something bad happened. Because if I learnt anything from the years of knowing her its that she should never, ever be left alone during times like this.

I run out of the Cafe to try and see if I could spot her to go after her but, she was nowhere to be seen. picking up my phone to call a cab to take me back to the apartments to go and tell Alex and George that Y/N had got up and left I couldnt help but let tears fall from my eyes once again. I know for a fact that there was no way in hell I was regaining her trust, and that she was gone forever. I was just thankful that we had one last good day together. 

I know what I did was wrong, and I deserve this I do I deserve every second of pain, and guilt. 

...

I arrive back to the block of apartments, paying the driver quickly I get out of the car sprinting through the doors and up the stairs as fast as I could not wanting to waste another second leaving Y/N on her own and vulnerable.

I get to the apartment door and go in without an invitation bursting the door open "What the fuck!?" George says as he walks down the hall to investigate the noise surprised when he sees me. "and what are  YOU doing here?" he spits at me 

"Oh please, save me the act, George. I'm here about Y/N" I say getting more and more pissed off by the second 

"What, why," Alex says walking over to Me and George crossing his arms. "Something about Y/N. who I thought you WERENT friends with anymore." 

"Yeah, no thanks to you. but right now I don't give a fuck about that. what I do care about is the fact that I told Y/N myself. and she made a run for it and I can't find her." 

"Told her what!?" Alex says confused

"Hold on- what do you mean you can't find her," George says stepping closer, "I told her the truth... about everything and she just legged it and I couldn't find her" 
"The TRUTH about what," Alex says clearly beginning to get pissed off

"Will was Cameron."

"What. you're joking mate"

"No, He's not Alex." "How, when, why!?"

Okay, this was it. they were not focusing on the matter at hand and it was really beginning to piss me off "Now is not the fucking time to explain this! Y/N is fucking missing and in danger for all we know!" 
"Right, You're right. George, you stay here Will go back to your apartment so you're both here in case she comes back to either apartment. And I will go out and look for her, Got it?"

"Yeah," I and George both say in unison. "Alex if shes-" He puts his hand over George's mouth "Don't even finish that sentence she'll be fine."

And if in the worst timing possible, Alex phone begins to ring. He takes the phone from his pocket to check who's phoning, the colour drains from his face as he picks up the phone...
"Yes, this is him... Shit- Yeah, Okay thank you. Yes okay." 

While Alex is on the phone George shoots me a look of hate and I couldn't believe how pathetic he really was, all I wanted to do was punch him. But not now, well yet anyway. 

He hangs up the phone putting it back in his pocket running a hand through his hair taking a shaky breath. "Well, who was it!?" George says impatiently 

"The hospital. Y/N I-Is there... someone found her- that's all they would tell me- we need to go like now." 

No, no you're kidding me. There is no way... this cannot be because of me, I would never ever forgive myself. I feel sick, so fucking sick. 

"Okay, let's go," George says as he opens the door, as he and Alex walk out of the apartment as I follow.  "Its uh, probably better if you stay here," Alex says with a shrug "Are you kidding me!? the fuck Alex! I need to know she's okay."

"Then I'll text you when I know, now just go home. You've done enough as it is."

And with that George and Alex head down the stairs in a rush on their way to the hospital to see Y/N... The possible love of my life, who I've not only lost forever but possibly almost killed.