Nothing Comes Easily

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Play the music Grace by Kate Havnevik 


I'm on my knees

Only memories

Are left for me to hold

Hindi ko naman talaga ginustong kumanta pero pinilit ako nila Maine. Nandito kami sa isang kubo at gabi na kasama parin namin ang mga anak namin katabi ko naman si Kiel na buhat buhat ang anak namin.

Don't know how

But I'll get by

Slowly pull myself together

Sinisimbolo ata ng kantang to ang buhay ko sa nakalipas na isang taon. Ang nakakatawa lang ay hindi naman ako iniwan ni Kiel pero ang pakiramdam ko parin hanggang ngayon ay may isang malaking pader sa pagitan namin.


I'll get through this

There's no escape

So keep me safe

This feels so unreal

Tama there is no escaping now, ito ang pinili kong buhay. I've made the lives of the people that I love miserable.


Nothing comes easily

Fill this empty space

Nothing is like it seems

Turn my grief to grace

Nothing comes easy, lahat ginawa ko to make my kids happy at maramdaman nilang pamilya kami, but slowly I'm feeling empty, empty inside.

I feel the cold

Loneliness unfold

Like from another world

Right now I'm looking at the man that I love the most, and everything comes rushing back at me. What I saw on his phone, what Meg said to him it was like I was stabbed a million times.


Come what may

I won't fade away

But I know I might change

No more running, I won't make the same mistake again but I won't be the helpless Stella right now, because at this moment I need to be strong.


Nothing comes easily

Fill this empty space

Nothing is like it was

Turn my grief to grace

Nothing comes easily

Where do I begin?

Nothing can bring me peace

I've lost everything

I just want to feel your embrace

I've lost everything when I run away but the universe is on my side right now because after all that I've done I still have Kiel and the kids and I know that they are worth fighting for.


"Ay sus napaka galing talaga kumanta ni Stella" Pinagloloko nanaman ako nito ni Maine.

"Babalik na kami sa kwarto namin, patutulugin ko na itong si Chloe"

The boy who made me fallTahanan ng mga kuwento. Tumuklas ngayon