"Don't ever think of pushing me away Jinnie, because I'm here to stay."
Taehyung leaned his head and captured Jin's lips. He had really missed tasting those lips of his lover. It was as if he was a deprived animal that finally got it's prey.
It felt as if he hadn't had that feeling for years. He continued nibbling, biting and tasting the older's lips. He seems to never get enough. He is feeling hot and thirsty and only Jin can quench that thirst.
Taehyung can't control himself anymore. He bit Jin's lower lip and the other let out a gasp. He used that as an opportunity and he darted his tongue inside the older's sweet cavern. And the fire that ignited a while ago has turned into something more. Something even he can't understand.
Jin on the other hand was lost in thoughts. His mind won't work properly he hadn't know since when did they walked and get in his bed because the only thing he can comprehend at this moment is how Taehyung's tongue is doing wonders in his whole being. They are now in a tongue battle and no one is backing down. Jin's body is filled with desire and want for the younger.
Jin's hand travelled back and forth from Taehyung's chest down to his abdomen. While the other was firmly placed on the youngers nape, which he used as a leverage to pull them both to lie down on the bed, with Taehyung on top of him.
Taehyung broke the kiss and his lips travelled down to the older's neck. He started kissing Jin's neck which sent shivers to the other. He can feel Jin's breath deepening and he vowed to do even more to please the older.
"Tae..."
Jin called out his name and it seemed to be music in his ears. He started suckling on the sensitive part of Jin's neck leaving a slightly visible mark and the older's response to his actions only added to the fire that he was feeling.
"Tae... K-kiss me please..."
Jin doesn't have to beg because Taehyung will do it wholeheartedly. And when their lips joined together again it was rougher more needy. It was wild.
Their lips parted and he saw Jin's flustered face and swollen lips. He can't get enough and he has no plans on stopping either. Taehyung's hands travelled to unbutton the older's shirt when he was interrupted by a strong grip of none other than Seokjin's hand.
"S-top..."
He brushed away Jin's hand and continued. He is on his second button when he heard a soft whimper coming from the older. He took that as a sign to continue.
He was about to undo the third button when he heard Jin again but this time he is almost crying.
"Please... Stop... Stop"
He turned immediately to look at Jin. And the sight broke him. He was so driven by his lust that he hadn't noticed that when he started unbuttoning the older's shirt he started trembling.
Jin's was trying hard not to cry but his eyes betrayed him. He can't do this. He wanted to but he can't. Memories kept flashing back to him. He is horrified.
He knows Taehyung won't do the same thing but his fear is still there. He didn't want to ruin the moment but he can't supress what he feels. It's all coming back. His mind keeps repeating how he felt that day. The image of those people abusing him physically and sexually.
And he also is not yet ready to show Taehyung his scars. He has a lot of them in his body. He don't want Taehyung to ask him questions of what caused his scars.
Taehyung get off from Jin.
"Jinnie, what's wrong? Are you okay?"
Jin sit on the bed and hugged Taehyung.
"Don't be mad at me please. I'm sorry. I-i..."
Jin can't complete his sentence. He cried in Taehyung's shoulders.
Taehyung's heart broke as he hears Jin cry. At first he was bewildered of what's happening but when he got his senses. He understood.
He should've known Jin won't be ready to be in this situation, yet he continued and didn't thought of how Jin would feel.
He just hugged Jin and assured him that it's okay.
"Jinnie, I'm not mad. Its okay. Tell me what's wrong please, I want to help you. It breaks my heart seeing you like this."
He kissed the older's head.
"Tae... I- I..."
Jin felt a lump in his throat. He can't say those words. He don't want to. But he knows he needs to. Taehyung needs to know. Plus, if Taehyung will leave him if he knew, it's okay, if it will happen, then that needs to be done earlier than to get hurt again in the long run.
"I was abused Tae... I was lost for a month because I'm in the hospital. I swear I didn't want it. I don't like it, Tae. Four of them used me. I don't know why they did that but they hurt me. They slashed my back with their knives. While .... While the other f-fucks me in the mouth and t-the other is ..."
"Shhh. Jinnie it's okay. If you can't tell me. Don't push yourself too much."
"No, you need to know and make up your mind if you still want to stay with me. They did that to me TaeTae, I'm dirty. Im worthless would you still want me? You deserve better Tae, you deserve someone you can be proud of. Not like me who is filthy."
"I will still love you Jinnie, this is my fault. If I hadn't hurt you in the first place you wouldn't be in this situation. I'm the one who doesn't deserve you Jin. Don't think like that please. I'm here to stay remember that."
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Sorry for not updating for four days. My mind just don't know what to do next because of some unknown reasons. I'm really sorry.
So here is another chapter. Enjoy!!
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