Jin's POV
"Hey babe, I'll just go out for a while. I'll leave you with Jimin. Okay?"
"Where are you going?"
"Somewhere. See you later bye."
He ran towards the door and I just sighed in defeat. I think he's hiding something from me. I keep shaking this feeling off but based on his actions these days he's always busy on his phone. He always checks his phone if someone texted or called him.
Is it wrong if I get suspicious? I know he's a changed man but I can't help myself but doubt what he's doing. I don't check his phone because I still respect his privacy but I'm getting anxious and him not answering my questions just raise suspicion inside me.
"What's bothering you Jin hyung?"
I saw Jimin coming near me.
"Nothing, I'm just thinking. Where's your son?"
"He's asleep. Too tired of playing. Enough of me, tell me what's bothering you. I'm your doctor remember, and I'm also your friend. You can tell me anything."
Maybe letting it all out to someone won't hurt me.
"I'm doubting Taehyung again Jimin. You saw how he acts, right? He's always busy with his phone texting someone I don't know who. When I ask him who that is he will just shrug me off.
I don't like this feeling Jimin. I'm afraid that he will leave me again. I don't know what I'll do if he leaves me. I can't live without him, Jimin."
I'm on the verge of crying but I'm trying hard not to. I don't want to look pathetic. Jimin held my hand, "It's okay Jin hyung, I understand you. I can totally relate. But let's not jump into conclusions. Tell Taehyung how you feel maybe he can explain it better and maybe he has a reason and just doesn't want to stress you out."
I nodded in agreement to what he said. Maybe I'm just acting out of my emotions.
"You are extra sensitive Jin hyung because you're pregnant. It's normal don't think you are pathetic."
I smiled at Jimin. Thank goodness he's here or else I'll be crazy thinking about horrid things.
"Thank you Jiminie. I dunno what I'll do if you didn't put sense in my mind."
"You're welcome hyung."
I really did felt better after telling him what is inside me. It's nice to have a friend.
"By the way Jiminie, if you don't mind me asking. What happened between you and Yoongi?"
His face lost all the happiness it held a while ago and I felt bad about myself. I shouldn't have asked that, I guess.
"If you don't want to answer it's okay. I'll understand. I'm sorry Jimin."
"No, it's okay hyung don't say sorry. Me and Yoongi are like magnets of the same pole Jin. Everytime we try to get close together there will always be a force that will keep us apart no matter how hard I try."
"T-then what about Jungkook?"
He smiled warmly.
"He's hope. I appreciate what he did for me. But I just can't give him what he wants."
I hugged him tightly. It's not just me who's needing someone to talk to. We spent the whole day talking about what happened and I mentally made a note to talk to Yoongi.
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It's already nighttime when Taehyung came back. I greeted him with a hug and kissed him.
"Let's go to bed, Jin. I'm tired."
"Don't you want to eat first?"
"I'm full and I'd rather eat you instead."
I slapped him on his arms. Such a horn dog!
"Stop! There's other people here now. Pay respect!"
I held his hands and went in our room. He changed clothes and We laid side by side and in no time he's already asleep.
I heard his phone beeped and curiousness got the best of me. I checked the message to see who it was.
Iris:
Tae, let's meet again tomorrow. 9am. Don't tell Jin yet. I'm not ready, please.
My hands shake and the phone fell in my chest. I looked at Taehyung and I felt remorse. How can he sleep peacefully when he is cheating again behind my back. Words he said before came back to me.
I don't love you anymore. I already have a girlfriend
I love her more than I have ever loved you. I don't want anything to do with you anymore.
I just found you boring.
I don't love you anymore Jin.
I marked the message unread so he won't suspect that I already knew about the message. I'll see how far can he lie to me.
