Jin's POV
I was taken a back at Taehyung's sudden question. This is the last thing that I expect of him to do. What has gone to his mind?
"Tae ...I-I'm sorry. I can't."
I can't do this. I am not yet ready to do such thing. I can't do this yet. It's one thing that he accepted me and this baby, isn't it too sudden to accept marrying him too?
"You know Tae that I love you right? But right now that I can barely hang on to my self. I'm afraid that I have nothing left to give you. I can't give you that kind of treatment. If I'm going to marry you I want to give you my all. Not a ruined part of me. I'm sorry Tae, I just can't do it yet."
I know he will feel bad that I rejected him, but it's for the best. Our marriage will just be ruined by my insecurities. I don't want to lose him just because of that. I have to heal first.
"Jin, it's okay. I understand. You have a point. Don't worry I'll wait for you. Just promise me that you won't push me away and that you will let me stay with you until the day we die, okay?"
How can I be so lucky to have him. If there's one good thing that has happened to me since that incident it is Taehyung changing drastically. He is not like this before. It seems like he is a brand new person.
"TaeTae, I love you okay. I won't push you away anymore. Thank you for staying and accepting me. I never thought I would be this lucky to have you after all that has happened to me. I thought I will just stay in that dark place but you came and took me out of that misery. I honestly thought that I cannot love you more than I did before but now my love for you just became bigger. Just wait for me okay? Just a little bit more."
It's true though, no matter how hard I try to hide it he makes everything better. Even with my baby right here, I was really uncertain up until now but when the thought - like what he said I'm carrying Taehyung's child makes everything bearable.
"I love you too Jinnie. Now let's go to sleep, my babies need to rest."
And with a happy heart I went back to sleep in Taehyung's arms feeling as if the world is now finally allowing me to be happy.
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It was afternoon of the same day and I decided to go to the grocery. Taehyung was with Namjoon talking about things regarding my case. They still search for possible lead for 'kook' and those who assaulted me. Its was quite hard to track them down but they are doing their best. I also told Taehyung that we should talk to them about me being pregnant. I just hope things would go well.
I was busy looking for stuffs that we need, I really love cooking for Taehyung so I spent a lot of time picking up ingredients that I will be needing this whole week. I was busy enjoying myself when I suddenly felt uneasy. I don't know why. It's just my instinct that someone is following me.
I shrugged the feeling off. It may be one of my episodes in which I feel paranoid whenever I'm alone. It has been like this and I'm quite used to it unlike before that I will have a panic attack because of what I feel. I bet Jimin had a hard time with me before. He was the one who saw that misery of mine and he patiently dealt with me when I can't trust myself with anything.
After I paid for the things I needed I head straight to the Parking lot. Luckily today there is a very few people here, it didn't took me that long. I was walking to my car when somebody grabbed my arm from the back.
I immediately looked back and saw someone oddly familiar. I felt fear crept up my whole being. I tried to run but he is much stronger than me. I can't see his whole face but I know that he is a dangerous man.
"Don't try to run away from me. You won't survive this time. There is no one to save you here."
That voice. I know that voice. I suddenly felt weak and hopeless. It seems like that nightmare is coming back to life.
"Let go of me!"
I struggle to get away from him but I can't. My heart is beating faster due to fear. I tried to shout but he covered my mouth with his hands.
"You really think we're done with you? You're wrong. You know we felt bad when we left you out there to die, you were our most delicious and satisfying prey. After that night we thought you were dead but that stupid Jungkook saved you. But we are also glad you're alive, it means we can relieve that night, right? You really think you can escape us? You're wrong darling. Very wrong."
Please no. I quietly pleaded in my head.
I hope someone sees me here. I know that is an impossible wish but I hope I will survive it this time. If only Taehyung was here.
"Just wait Kim Seokjin. We will be back to take you again little whore. I'm sure we will have a good time."
He let go of me and went away. I can't understand what happened. How the hell did he know my name? What do they want from me?
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Finally! I'm so excited to see Jungkookie here in the next few moments. After 20+ effin' chapters. Lol 😂
