Jin's POV
Another day had passed and Taehyung kept leaving the house. I didn't questioned him at all. I just let him do whatever he wants. But today I will be planning to follow him secretly. I put a tracker in his phone the last night so I can follow him whenever I wish to. I need to see for myself what they are doing and if I prove myself right, then I'll be saying goodbye. I don't care anymore if I'll be killed by Helios or his men. I don't care anymore. I looked down my belly and touched it talking to my baby.
"Wish me luck baby. Don't be mad at me if I'll leave Taehyung okay? We can do this even if without him. I'll try to live because I have you. I just pray thay we won't be tracked down by Helios."
I feel sad again knowing that I will only raise this child alone. I have put all my hopes to Taehyung thay I forgot that he can leave me anytime he wish. I trusted him too much and I am now living the consequences of my actions.
I checked my phone and saw his location. He's in a restaurant right now and I bet he's with her. I drove fast and when I got there I put on a hoodie and a mask. I checked myself in my rearview mirror to see if I'm still recognizable, I put on my shades and I'm ready to go.
When I entered the restaurant I immediately saw them as there we're a few people in here. I chose a seat behind Taehyung's back so he won't see me and the space was enough for mw to hear what they are talking about.
Series of catching up were exchanged and I am very certain that this is not what "friends" do. I kept on listening to they're conversation.
Iris: So, does Jin knew that you are meeting up with me again?
Tae: No, I did not tell him. But I think he has an idea that I'm not doing something related to work. I don't want to lie to him anymore.
Iris: Then we can tell him now. I'm ready. What's the point of hiding it? He'll know of it as soon as possible.
Tae: No. How can I tell it to him? He'll be devastated.
Iris: It's better to tell him. That will make everything better. Not the best but at least he know the truth.
Tae: I can't. He's pregnant.
Iris: I'm pregnant too. And I need your help in this.
That's it! I've had enough. I can't do this anymore. He got her pregnant. I hurried to my car and tears started to fall. I looked at my baby
"Baby, Taehyung already has his own child. He won't be here for us anymore."
Why is life being a bitch? I thought I was happy. But here I am crying my eyes out again. When will life give me the happiness I deserve? I was cheated on by Taehyung twice. I was raped and pregnant with someone else's child I lost my memory and didn't know who I really was. All my life I have been fed with lies. Why didn't I just died? I might have been much more peaceful and pain is non existent.
I drove my way back to Taehyung's house and I'm contemplating on whether I'll talk to him or just leave. I went past Yoongi and Jimin and did jot bothered to look at them even if they tried calling my name.
What explanation should I expect from him? It's clear as daylight that he got her pregnant! What shall I wait for?
But a part of me still wants to see him one last time before I bid goodbye.
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I've been waiting for an hour and surprisingly Taehyung got home early. He went straight to our room and I just kept on watching him. It's what I always do ever since. Watch him as he confidently thinks that I don't know a thing. Sometimes I think he really belittle my intelligence.
"Tae, can I ask you something?"
"Not now please. I'm thinking about something. I'll talk to you later, promise."
"Do you love me?"
He looked at me as if I had grown two heads, "Of course! What are you talking about?"
"I just asked. Maybe something changed. I'm just checking."
"That's nonsense, Jin."
I feel offended, "Now, I don't make sense?"
"Stop Jin. That's not what I meant."
"Fine. But answer me one last question."
I took a deep breath and calmed myself down but to no avail I broke down in front of him.
"Why do you keep on lying to me?"
