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Thanks to that song I got inspired. I kept playing it on repeat as I write this.
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Jin's POV
Is this some kind of a joke? This is not funny! Maybe I'm just too stressed out lately. Maybe I'm just hearing things. Right, I'll ask again.
"Doc, can you repeat what you just said? I think I am imagining things right now."
"Jin, you are pregnant. Those you experience are symptoms of pregnancy. Expect more of it though, you are two months pregnant with your baby."
No! This can't be real. I felt tears escaped my eyes. How can I be this unfortunate? I was raped then I got pregnant. When things are doing good I always experience something bad. Why can't life just let me be happy?
"Hey, Jin, are you okay?"
I nodded and I left the clinic and went home. I don't know what to do anymore. Shall I say it to Taehyung? How can I do this now? What if he gets angry? Should I just abort this baby?
I think I should. This baby is a monster. His father is a monster so he is one also. I don't want to be reminded everyday of that tragedy that I faced. I don't want anything to do with it anymore. I'm trying to move in from that unfortunate event and then this happened! Why is life so unfair? Why do I get all the suffering in the world? Is it not enough that I had to go through that, why do I need to bear that monster's child? I don't even know who this monster's father is! My life is really a fucking mess right now!
"I don't want this! I hate you! I HATE YOU! I will get rid of you! You don't deserve to live."
I talked to the living creature in my belly as if it hears me. Call me crazy or whatever I don't care. I need to remove this thing inside of me.
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Taehyung's POV
I got out of my office early today. I need to accompany Jin to his check up. He did not insisted me to come, but I wanted to, so here I am in front of his doctor's clinic. He was supposed to be handled by Jimin but he is quite busy so we ended up finding another doctor for today. My eyes wandered to the whole place and can't find Jin anywhere. This clinic is small so it's impossible not to spot him right away.
"Maybe he is already inside."
I knocked on the doctor's office and when he opened up. He greeted me with a smile.
"Oh, hi mister how may I help you?"
"Did someone by the name Kim Seokjin came here earlier?"
"Who are you?"
"I'm his boyfriend."
"Ah, yes. He just left a few minutes ago."
"I see. Since I'm already here,can you please tell me the results of his check up? I'm quite worried."
"Don't be worried, your boyfriend is perfectly fine. He is not experiencing anything critical. But you need to take extra care of him, especially now."
"What do you mean?"
"Seokjin is two months pregnant, mister. Congratulations you will now become a daddy."
Did I heard it right?
"He is pregnant?"
"Yes. Two months. So far he is healthy. Nothing to worry about."
"Okay Thanks."
I left the clinic with that news. He is pregnant. No need to ask how that happened. I get the idea.
I brushed my hair using my hand due to frustration. I can't believe this is happening. How will Jin feel now? I need to go home and check on him. He can't be alone now. I'm afraid he might do something to himself again. That can't happen again, not on my watch.
I rushed home, and the sight that greeted me wrecked my heart. Jin is on the bed lying in fetal position eyes swollen and his face looks so tired and exhausted. I walked towards him and hugged him from behind. When he felt my presence, he cried harder.
I can't help myself either. I cried with him. I can't bear to see him this broken. I felt his hand touched mine. He grips on it as if it is his source of strength.
"Taehyung... Tae "
Before he can even finish his sentence he started sobbing again. I just hugged him tighter. I'm lost for words. I don't know how to comfort him. I don't know what to do.
"Jinnie, baby it's okay. It's okay."
"It's not. It will never be. This child is a monster. I'll get rid if it."
I did the first thing that came to my mind. I know it's his body. His decision. But still a child is a blessing. I put my hand on his belly and caressed it lightly.
"Please Jinnie, don't. It's my child. I'll call him mine. Everything that comes from you is beautiful. I love everything that comes from you. Including this baby here."
