In 2 months a lot of shit happens, Bella has officially become a Johnson. Bella Johnson. Everyone now says shes Carters, twin sister. She basically is.
Bella has also moved in and Ethan practically lives with Carter and Bella. Which sucks for Carter because Ethan is a big reminder of Grayson just by his looks.
It still kills her what she had done. If she wanted to go back and do it again, she would change it but she can't.
It pains her to see him and be reminded of him.
You may think it's been hard seeing him every day but after October both him and Ethan dropped out of high school then changed to online school, because of the fame and the incident.
At first, Grayson wasn't taking it too well. I mean who wouldn't the love of your life had just killed you.
He wouldn't leave his room. Ethan forced him to eat. He wouldn't sleep. He wouldn't stop crying. He had to be forced to shower. Of course, he still did the Youtube videos. They were so popular.
Grayson is back to his old ways. He wasn't sleeping with every girl. He's with Sidney. They are in a relationship. It's going better than Carter hoped. She hoped they would break up. No.
This is what she meant by him going back. Sidney will always be there. Imagine if they had an little argument and every time he would walk out he would sleep with Sidney. She doesn't trust him, this just proves her point even more.
Sidney won't stop sending Carter photos of her and Grayson to shove it in her face.
As for Carter, she has gone downhill everything is fine. It's just her state of mind. She misses him.
It's gotten to the point where shes had his sweater on so much that it doesn't smell like him anymore.
The twins are now 17 also.
The twin's film the videos at Carter's house they also edit there, shes tried talking to Grayson but he's horrible. She doesn't blame him, but she had to do it.
All he does now is drink, fucks Sidney repeat.
Ethan doesn't understand why this has blown way over proportion. They still don't know the full story.
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Carter was sitting on her windowsill watching outside. Shes crying again holding the framed photo of her and Grayson. It was a photo they took because of the lighting. She had photos of him everywhere. She just wanted him back.
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She kissed the photo leaning it against her heart.
"Carter we made pancakes- Carter..."
Bella walked over to her taking the frame that was in her hands away from her. She wrapped her arms around Carter as she burst into tears.
"I just want him back. Please, Bella. I need him. I can't cope. I wanna be with him, but i can't. i want everything to go away"
Bellas sweater was soaked in Carters tears, she had never seen Carter like this. Well, shes has seen her crying over Grayson, but not this much. He must have really meant something to her.
Bella just stroked her head. She couldn't promise her anything. She had no words for Carter. She hated seeing her sister like this. She couldn't help her.
Carters emotions flew over the roof, she wasn't holding back anything.
"I'm sorry Carter. I don't know what to say"
"It wasn't supposed to be like this"
Carter just collapsed in her arms. Bella held her tight.
"Ethan call mom!"
Carter started hitting Bella but she had no energy, no life in her body to hit Bella hard.
Carter was screaming at this point, she stood up walking to the corner of the room and sat there. It was like she was possessed. Carter didn't say anything she just sat rocking back and forth. She was going mad without. He was getting intoxicated without her.
Carter put her head in her hoodie so her whole body was covered in the red fabric. She just screamed like someone was pouring hot lava on her. It was muffled so the pain was silenced but Carter could not only hear but she felt the pain running around her veins.
Ever since the whole Grayson thing, Carter started having panic attacks. This was her one, then soon after a while, she would pass out.
She wouldn't be able to calm down if her mom wasn't here but just looking at Grayson she could calm down in a second.
Bella just had to watch Carter do this to herself. Soon after Carter collapsed on the floor. Ethan and Mom came in the door looking at the broke Carter on the floor.
Ethan picked up Carter placing her in the middle of her bed. It was like her whole body was lifeless.
"I can't keep seeing her like this, Shes falling apart"
Lynette sat on the bed and held Carter's hand she looked at her broken daughter then back up to the two teens.
"She misses him, Lyn, and i know he won't admit it but he misses her and wants her back"
