september |a.i|

Animals

"So, what are your favorites?" I look wildly at Ashton, my face giving off a full 'dafuq' face.
"Wat." I say, trying to process what he means by "my favorites".

(edited 8/3/15: "wat" IM SO ANGRY AT MYSELF WHY DID I EVEN)

"Like what are your favorite things; food, color etc." He looks up at me, with an innocence, and I feel stupid.

"Oh... Okay." I respond, and I still feel like an idiot, "well my favorite food is spaghetti*, and my favorite color is orange*, and my favorite subject is/was History*." He nods, and looks as if he's contemplating my answers and life, when he sighs.

"What about-" My phone rings and I jump looking for it. The number reads the hospitals and I answer.

"Hello?"

"Hi, Ellena? This is the head doctor at St. Havan's, where your brother, Roman, is at. I'm Dr. ((Phil)) Kelsey Newton."

"Hi, Dr. Newton. What's up?"

"Well, we've been running test on Roman, and we've come to the diagnosis. Would you like to come down, or can I tell you now?" I put my phone on speaker, and drag Ashton by his arm.

"Tell me now please." I answer, and Ashton grips my shoulder; his long ass fingers reaching from the front of my shoulder to my shoulder blade.

"Well, it is cancer," I drop my head, as Ashton's fingers tighten, "and it might be ((a/n> EBOLA)) bone cancer." I let out a sob, and Ashton puts his finger on my mouth. (edited 8/3/15: eBOLA WHY DID I PUT THAT WHY DID I THINK THAT WAS FUNNY IM SO PISSED)

"We're going to keep him for awhile longer. Is there somebody who can watch over you?" Ashton rubs my shoulder and I choke out a 'yes'.

Newton continues to tell me all about bone cancer; what it is, if its cureable, his chances of surviving, and treatments. When we hang up, I collapse on Ashton's shoulder, and sob.

"Ellena," Ashton whispers, and I quiet down to hear him, "what's your favorite animal?" I just sob harder because Ronan and I share the same likeness of animals. ((a/n> terrible grammar ik, but oops? (((hi))) im trying, Kay byee))
(edited 8/3/15: this note was not neccessary)

"Rhino*."

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a.n> hi there, fronds. Its been a while hasnt it. I'm sorry bout that, but wey hey my softball team got 2nd place whoop whoop. Sooo this chapter sucked. But i think of it as a way to get the story moving idk. I don't know what's going on with my writing rn, but it needs to shape up. Ellena, I promise to finish this, even if u spam me, I will finish this. Poor Ro, cancer suckz balls, got balls. If u got either reference I've made this chapter, either comment or nah but god bless.
GUISE PLS COMMENT BC ILYASM AND I SOUND DESPEERATE BUT I WILL BRING ELLIE GOULDING BACK BRUH GET WRECKED, peace loosers jk jk ur fab bye-rollwin

*> DISCLAIMER= I DONT FUCKING KNOW ELLENA'S FAVES, WE'RE IN DIFFERENT DAMN STATES, AND I'M NOT JUST GONNA FUCKING POP OUT OF NOWHERE AND SAY "HAI WHATS UR FAVE BLAH BLAH BLAH." ITS CREEPY AF AND I AINT ABOUT THAT LIFE BRUH.
Ha jk I am bye xx
sad ashton bc sad news :-(

EDITING: america's suiteheart - FOB

(edited 8/3/15: i dont understand why i wrote this. i want to delete my life.)