This is Me

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THIS IS GOING TO BE A SHITTY CHAPTER SORRY! I'M STRUGGLING!

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THIS IS GOING TO BE A SHITTY CHAPTER SORRY! I'M STRUGGLING!




"I-I can't believe you're g-going," Johnny sniffled, and I could see tears forming in his eyes.
"It's just for a year... I'll be back before you know I'm gone." I couldn't bear to look him in the eye, knowing that I would start crying too.
"You could die," he squeaked, and then he broke down. I went to wrap my arms around him, but he slipped away from me.
"I need some air," he told me, scrambling up from his chair and briskly walking out the back door.
     I looked up at the ceiling, my eyes watering badly, but I blinked the tears welling up in my eyes.
     I sat down where Johnny had previously sat, lacing up my camouflage boots. Sighing, I stood back up, and went to find Johnny.
     He wasn't hard to find, he was sitting in my back yard silently sobbing, pulling up grass with his fingers.
     I sat down beside him. "You ok?" I asked gently.
     He shook his head. "I-it's just... when I was little, and my- and my mom and dad were still h-happy... dad, he got drafted to the army. When he came back... that's when the beatings started happening. I-I just don't want the same thing happening to you..."
     I was completely shocked. I knew his dad beat him, but I never knew why.
     "Johnny," I said strangled. "I'm so sorry baby."
     He sniffled, shrugging his shoulders. "It's not your fault Dal."
"I promise nothing like that will happen," I told him sincerely, wrapping my arm around him.
He leaned into me, but wouldn't meet my eyes. Johnny picked a plant from the ground and handed it to me.
   "Here. You need this for good luck..."
     I smiled down at the four leaf clover. "Thank you baby. I've got to go now. I'll see you soon, love."
     He nodded, tears starting to leak from his eyes again.


1 year later



     I got off my plane and headed into the airport. I was barely three steps through the arrival gate before somebody was in my arms.
     "Dal..."
     "Oh my god Johnny! I've missed you so much," I said, holding him tight.
     He started crying and so did I.
     "I love you I love you I love you I love you-"
     I silenced him with a kiss. "I love you too. And I'm not leaving you ever again," I promised him.



Nobody asked for it but I gave it to you. LET US PLAY   36 QUESTIONS
(You can skip this if you wanna but there's an A/N at the end so do read that. )

1, my hobbies) crocheting, reading, writing, sleeping, and making low quality TikToks.
2, how old I am) 16, I'll be 17 in October.
3, fears) my family dying, everybody hating me, and spiders.
4, things I love) my family, my three friends, and my dog, cats, and chickens.
5, turn ons) if you're nice to me and give me even the slightest bit of attention I will love you forever.
6, turn offs) if you're racist, homophobic, or anything along that line.
8, sexual orientation) bisexual.
9, best first date) I've never been on a date. My ex boyfriend was shitty.
10, how tall I am) 5'7"
11, what I miss) my dog biscuit.
12, what time was I born) idk but it was October 20th.
13, favorite color) black or yellow.
14, do I have a crush) yes, and I told her but she left me on read and I cried for an hour.
15, favorite quote) "But who prays for Satan? Who, in eighteen centuries, has had the common humanity to pray for the one sinner that needed it most?" -Mark Twain.
16, favorite place) probably my bedroom or the welding shop (it smells good in there lmao).
17, favorite food) I have no idea but shrimp fettuccine sounds AMAZING rn.
18, am I sarcastic) yeah sometimes.
19, what am I listening to rn) Paul Anka.
20, first thing I notice with new people) how they treat others.
21, shoe size) 12
22, eye color) poop 💩
23, hair color) brown and the blue is now silver.
24, favorite style of clothing) ViNtAgE
25, have I ever done a prank call?) nadda.
26, Snapchat username) I'm not giving it out but dm me if you want it.
27, favorite movie) idk.
28, favorite song) It Doesn't Matter Anymore -Paul Anka.
29, favorite band) ptx, p!atd, tøp, HU.
30, how I'm feeling) sleepy lmao. Kinda sad but whatever.
31, current relationship status) crushing.
32, favorite holiday) Halloween ig because corn mazes and haunted trails/houses are great and fall is my favorite time of the year.
33, tattoos/piercings) no tats (yet), two holes on my ears pierced.
34, insecurities) weight, face, body, literally everything.
35, someone I love) who don't I love?
36, state I live in) Tennessee.
37, favorite flower) Osiria Rose
38, favorite book) The Outsiders.




Also imma start trying to update twice bc my stories are short. Like there will either be another update tonight or in the morning. Ok thanks for reading ilysm byeee.

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