I left Alex's house, after talking for awhile. It felt so much like before.
I made my way to my house, quietly opening the door. It made a squeak which made me mentally slap myself.
I heard a loud voice. "John? What the hell are you doing?"
Shit
"Oh hey da- I mean, sir!" I said, turning around.
"Answer the question." He said glaring at me.
"O-oh I had, er- a test! Yes, I had a test, and I forgot my notes at school! So I went over to Peggy's house to get some! To study!" I said, lying. I have the feeling that I was making a excessive amount of hand gestures.
"Hm. Alright. That Peggy girl would make a good girlfriend for you. Same with her sister."
I puked a little in my mouth. As much as I love Peggy and Angelica, there's no way I would ever date them. Although I would never tell my father that.
"O-okay sir. I'll be going to bed now.." I said, slowly making my way towards the stairs. As soon as I was out of his vision, I ran towards the stairs. I hesitated at the bathroom door.
Should I take them?
Nah. I thought, skipping past the door. Recently, I haven't been needing my pills, which I'm thankful for. It's not like something bad is going to happen.
I opened up my door and immediately closed it once I got into my room. I thought back to my conversation with my father.
At least he wasn't drinking.
I sighed, and flopped on the bed.
I went on my computer and watched YouTube, not being able to sleep.
That was until I heard a small voice from my doorway.
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Unrequited Love ~Lams~
FanficI wish he'd look at me the way he looks at her. Tw: selfharm, abuse, suicide, swearing, etc.