Battle [22]
I tried my best to stop myself from crying. Pero ito ako umiiyak nanaman. Remembering the scene kanina sa caf. I am crying real hard.
“bakit ba kasi kayong mga lalaki ang hilig mang iwan ha?” I continued crying.
“gagawa gawa kayo ng pangako tapos hindi nyo tutuparin!” alam kong malaking kahihiyan tong inaasal ko sa harap ni gun. Pero anong magagawa ko? I need to let this out.
“girls, they were always the most stupid person” napakagat ako ng labi sa sinabi nya.
“promises are meant to be broken” he said then he puffed a cigarette. San nanggaling yun? tinapon ko na yung sigarilyo nya kanina ah?
“deal with that” this time I stopped crying. Hindi man lang nya ba ko icocomfort kahit alam nyang kaibigan nya yung dahilan ng pag iyak ko?
“hindi mo man lang ba ko ico-comfort?”
“girls often fall in love with guys who comfort them. So why would i? I don’t want any complications, drama and so whatever falling inlove has to deal with” nakatingin lang sya sa malayo. Not knowing na mas nasasaktan ako sa mga sinasabi nya ngayon. Parang sinaksak ng paulit ulit yung puso ko sa narinig ko. he stood up and threw his cigarette
“ayokong umasa ka sa wala”
Kung kanina parang sinaksak ng paulit ulit yung puso ko, ngayon parang dinurog nya yung buong pagkatao ko.
Tangina gun. Kung alam ko lang na mas sasaktan mo ko. sana nakinig nalang ako sayo.
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Umuwi ako at humarap sa laptop ko hindi na ko pumasok sa mga susunod pa na subjects. Nakakawalang gana. Ilang missed call yung natanggap ko galing kay gin at mary kaya in the end pinatay ko nalang ang phone ko.
I am scrolling down my facebook news feed when I saw a link sa status ni gin. Pinindot ko yun then I saw a website.
What the actual fck is this? Underground website? Kinuha ko ang ID ko at nag register. I entered an unused username and my ID number. And damn. Pag kapasok na pagkapasok ko sa website mukha ko ang tumambad. The article was titled ‘The Dark prince’s so-called girlfriend’
It was all flooded with bad comments about me. Scratch that. About us. Kesyo malandi daw ako.
I scanned all the comments. I know na puro masama lang tong mababasa ko but mas okay na malaman ko kung ano yung tingin ng mga tao sakin. Until something caught my eyes.
“anonymous - she’s just a rebound. We all know who’s the real princess when it comes to the dark prince. It’s still her”
Her? Sinong her? Umalis ako sa article nay un at pumunta pa sa older articles.
May article about sa members ng dark angel. Bakit puro nalang sila ang laman ng website na to? I scrolled down when I saw gun’s photo with a girl.
Maganda
Maputi
A definition of perfect.
This is the first time I saw the girl on the picture pero yan na ang definition nya sakin. Tinignan ko yung itsura ni gun sa picture. Pumasok sa isip ko yung itsura ni fist sa files ni ate cass. Pareho sila. Clean cut, walang piercing, walang kulay yung buhok.
And his brown eyes,
Happiness. That’s all I saw.
I started reading the article about them
“THE LOST PRINCE”
- Gun aaeron smith the angel wings’ prince has became the dark prince right after Aya mari de guzman died because of rape. He became the most monstrous person there ever was in AWU
- He changed everything about this school. the rules, the buildings and even the way people socialize with each other.
- Aya and gun has been together since they were kids. From childhood sweethearts to a very unbreakable couple. No one can ever come between the two of them. And aya’s death is the only exception.
I stopped reading. Kala ko wala nang isasakit pa tong araw na to. pero eto ngayon. Pakiramdam ko sirang sira ako.
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to be continued . . .
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BINABASA MO ANG
Battle Of Love
Teen Fiction"If loving him will cause me pain then i'll be willing to die not just physically but also mentally and emotionally" -scar
