[The comeback]
While michael is driving, i am here praying.
nagdadasal na sana prank lang yung mga text messages na natanggap ko. praying na sana panaginip lang ang lahat.
how? paano? si aya bumalik? how the hell?! paano mabubuhay ang taong dalawang taon nang patay?
"tell me" mahinang bulong ko.
"you okay?" for the second time, i did it. i'm shaking my head like a lost child.
"tell me, paano mabubuhay ang taong dalawang taon nang patay?! mike tell me!"
"calm down. pati ako ninenerbyos sayo. i'm driving. just call down. what if prank lang yun? what i--"
"i'm fvcking tired of what ifs. i need to know if it's for real"
"trust me. everything's gonna be alright" huminga ako ng malalim atsaka tumingin sa bintana. how i wish magiging okay ang lahat.
i haven't open my phone simula nung nabasa ko yung messages ni gun at mary. i'm too scared of what's gonna happen. i'm too scared of losing someone i never had. i'm too scared gun.
"you know what, i think today isn't the right time for us to go to awu. we're not wearing our uniforms, no ID's. i think this is a bad idea"
"mike, if its gonna happen, it will"
"but not now. you didn't cried all day for nothing. hindi kita dinala sa tagaytay para umiyak lang ulit. hindi kita pinatawa at pinangiti para masaktan lang ulit"
"if loving him will cause me pain, then i'll be willing to die. not just physically but also mentally and emotionally"
"mahal mo talaga no?"
"Hindi ko nga alam na i'm capable of loving someone in just a short period of time. and i also didn't know that i'll be feeling this kind of pain in that short period of time"
"hindi mo kailangang pilitin"
"just this time mike" i started crying while the car is entering the gate of awu.
BINABASA MO ANG
Battle Of Love
Teen Fiction"If loving him will cause me pain then i'll be willing to die not just physically but also mentally and emotionally" -scar
