an ode to the loveless, these are for you.

the moon

i look towards the moon, she's a full moon tonight which means she'll be able to talk.
i open my window and rest my arms upon the windowsill,

"hello?" i whisper.

"my child, how is your night?" she replies.

we get to talking and i tell her about my struggles and triumphs, highs and lows of my life as of late.

"i wouldn't give you something you can't handle.." she assures me "..the situations you find yourself in will provide you with a lesson i know you need for your future. it's a lesson i wasn't able to teach you in your past lives"

a strong light begins to shine into my eyes, it was the sun rising in the east.

i look back over to the west and she was gone.
i never know when i'll be able to speak with her again, she's very busy most nights, but i know that whatever she tells me is what i must take into my soul,

i may have an old soul but there are still lessons and experiences and feelings i'm yet to experience.

if you haven't been able to talk to her yet, just know she wants you to keep living, it pains her to see people go without their lessons finished.