i never let you go,
truly.
you told me tonight why you haven't been to school.
what you said made me nauseous.
it made me sick, i wanted to cry and scream and kick and fight.
the earth somehow knew how tonight would consume me and made black clouds cover the sky, dropping a little bit of rain.
i realized i had never truly let you go when my first thought was;
"i need to be with him right now."
as if i could help this,
as if you'd want me there.
i wish i had seen the signs, i wish i had done so much more.
i'm so sorry.
i'm hopeless,
no amount of space or time or logic will make me not love you.
i still love you,
i'm so sorry.
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an ode to the loveless, these are for you.
Poetrypoetry to help aid your understanding of emotions that are too strong to deal with alone, and also some insight into my mind and soul. enjoy. HIGHEST RANKINGS: #1 in Poem #1 in Mania #1 in Doubt #1 in Longing #2 in Need
