i stay alive only so that my plants don't die

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i can't say i wish to remain on this earth any longer than i have to.
i do not see any light,
my color has faded as well as my hope.
i don't take comfort in what i used to,
i don't feel secure even within my dreams.
in my eyes i just see obligations,
i won't be able to live the life i want to,
i won't be able to truly live.
and i can't see a day i'll want to keep going.
but i guess that's how i have to function.

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