an ode to the loveless, these are for you.

a thread

you hadn't occurred in my dreams for a while until last night,
when you had gotten a hair cut,
grown.
you stood in a doorway and said hello to me.
your voice sounded exact to real life.
i had gotten so startled it was hard to believe that it was just a dream when i awoke.
it's come to the point where since you're always in my dreams i never want to wake up,
because every night is a chance to see you again.
it's a chance to be with you again as i can never be in real life.
at first i didn't want you in there,
i didn't want you to invade my mind so quick.
i wasn't ready.
but now i don't want you to leave,
you're with me so often i get sad when you don't appear.
don't leave my dreams,
it's the last place i can see you.