grey, rainy day

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my heart pumps black,
void.
through my veins to each part of the inside of my body, i get painted.
it's cold.
i can't love anymore,
it's wrong.
i'm not supposed to.
so i paint the inside of myself,
i build a fortress to protect the organ in my chest and no one dare get near.
i shoot spears at well intentioned travelers,
i don't mean to.
all i know is that they lie.
they all lie.
i can't trust anyone.
run,
please,
get away.
stop loving me, i can't love you back.

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