Beca's POV
When i told my Dad that Robi's In Coma He got so Furious. We made a lie because Uncle Tec Asked us for a small favor. Its been 6 weeks since the incident happened
Dad did not knew the truth and i feel bad for it.
"Beca and Lauren you two need to Rest right now atleast eat"- Aubrey said "I promised that I'll stay no matter what"- Lauren said then Held her hand"You Beca you should rest. You really need to rest. I'll be here and I'll inform you promise"- she said i sighed and nodded"Just please Informed me ok?"- i asked and they nodded.
I went out to her room and drive to the nearest Lake.
I laid on the grass as I remember Chloe the love of my life. I put my Cigarette out as i light the one and started to smoke.
The pain is still here even though she's making things up. My heart is still on pain.
I should be happy that she's here again with me. I should be happy that We are being together again..
Whats happening to me?
"Why are you alone?"- Someone Asked and i turned as i saw Chylee
"why are you here? i told you. You dont have any chance"- I said and she chuckled
"I have accepted that tho. and i want to bring back my bestfriend Robi"- she said and i looked at her confused then nodded immediately.
"So why are here?"- she asked
"Nothing im just thinking about something"- I answered "about how hurt are you even though Chloe came back?"- she asked
"How did you know?"- i asked then she giggled. She never changed "Youre saying these the pain is still here even though we blah blah blah"- i literally faced palm myself ....
"I dont know Chy but i wont deny it the pain in my heart is still here"- I said
"Then You should tell her about it a have some time. "- she said "love wont work if you'll hide that pain of yours alone"- she added
"How can you say that?"- i asked "Because i said so dear."- She said that made me laughed.
"Have you visited Robi Already?"- i asked and shook her head "Not yet maybe this midnight when everyone is asleep"- i said and i frowned
"Dont asked me why! We do visit and talk each other every midnight before"- she said then smiled
"Will you help me?"- i asked and gave me a look
"what are you saying dude?? You're kinda weird"- she said
"waittt Stacey is calling"- i said
Stacey (Italic)
Beca (italic Bold)
Hey Stacey! what happened
Becs! Robi! Come now its an emergency
What ok ok!! im coming!
"Lets go!"- Chylee pulled me and we entered to her Car.
We arrived at the Hospital and I saw Stacey Ally Aubrey and Lauren along with Dinah Leigh-Ann Chloe and Jade.
"What happened!"- I yelled
"Is Beca Mitchell Here?"- Someone Asked
"I am here Doc!"- i said and he walked towards me "Im afraid to say this. Once her Life line will be Flat again maybe she wont make it anymore."- Doctor Newton said
"What should we do?"- i asked "All we can do is to talk to her it will help her to wake up"- the Doctor said and i nodded.
he left us here. Silence is eating us. No one wants to talk.
"Mmm I just going inside. I need to see Robs"- Chylee broke the silence and entered the Room.
"Why are you with her?"- Chloe asked "Huh?"- i asked " I said why are you with Chylee?"- She asked seriously. I can sensed that she is jealous.
"She saw me alone 30 minutes ago. Then she drove me here and she wants to visit my sister"- I answered without looking at her
"uh guys you should talk to each other alone. We are going inside now"- Jade said and i nodded
"Is she Courting you again?"- She asked out of nowhere. "No"- i answered and sit
"Did you gave her a chance again?"- She asked again "No Chloe Jeeez! Will you please stop asking like that like you are my girlfriend? We are still not together again!"- i blurted that made her eyes widened
"Thats what i want Beca! I want Us together again"- She said "I want to call you mine again Beca?"- She said
"Chloe you said You'll not rush things about us. You said you'll wait until i fully recovered."- i said
"Are you still not fully recovered Beca? I've making things up for how many months and still not recovered?"- she asked with disbelief.
"It is not easy Chloe! Yes your making things up! But it is not enough for the years that i Cried every night asking myself Am i not enough?Why did she run away?"- i said not even realizing that i am crying.
"Babe Im sorry... I ...."- she said while massaging her temple
"Im sorry Chloe But i dont think we can continue this"- she look at me "Babe what are you saying? Babw im sorry please tell you're kidding"- she said
I close my eyes. "Chloe Im inlove with you and I love you but the pain here?"- i said then pointed my chest "Its not easy to take the pain away. Im sorry We cant continue this not until im fully ok? "- I said then look at the floor.
A minute of silence...and i heard a heavy sighed.
I hate this im hurting her but what should i do im still in pain.
She grabbed my two hands" Look at me baby"- she said softly "Ok im giving you space and when you fully recovered to the pain that i've caused always remember that i will be here i am waiting for you no matter how long it takes. Take care of yourself ok? I love you"- she said and kissed my forehead and Hugged me tight.
She turned around and started to walk away.
When she reached the exit i saw her wiped her tears then Look at me once again.
I hurt her and i hate it.
But we cant continue this with this pain that im feeling right now we'll fuck up if ever.
We need to find ourselves first before going back to each other.
