TAEHYUNG POV"Hey Eomma!", I answered cheerfully. I didn't quite understand why she was calling but who was I to complain to? I loved talking to my mother.
"Taehyung..."She said in a strained, croaky voice. Had she been crying?
"Eomma what's wrong?"I asked now worry racing through my body.
"She's gone Taehyung-ssi," My mother replied as her sobs filled my ears, making my heart clench.
Afraid to know who she was talking about, I carefully asked, "Who?".
"Your Grandmother...I am so sorry Taehyung..I am so sorry," She let out a loud cry.
My grandmother? That couldn't be possible.
I knew that her health wasn't all that good and the last time I visited her, she was in the hospital but she looked fine. She looked alright considering the situation she was in.
It's like everything stopped and the phone slipped out my hands as I faintly heard the last of my mother's cries and apologies.
Of course she wasn't okay. Of course she put that smile on her face to not make me worry. Of course she lied. And I believed her, oh so easily knowing she was in an unhealthy condition.
My mind was blank yet occupied. I was trying to process everything while at the same time trying not to be overwhelmed by all the emotions I was feeling. The ticking of the clock on the opposite wall to me was practically the only thing I could hear at the moment.
Ticking as if to mock me and make me feel guilty for not being with my grandmother in the last days she had left. For spending every other minute fooling around when my grandmother was fighting in a hospital.
She was my mother. She was the one who had been with me from the start. She raised me to become who I am today. She had been the rock of my life. She had been my home. She was my home more than parents could have been.
And now she was gone.
I didn't realise when the first tear escaped my eye. I didn't realise when I fell to my knees and started sobbing. I didn't realise when all the members surrounded me and tried to calm me down.
I felt as if the boy that was crying miserably on the floor wasn't me and I was rather watching as a third person. I couldn't feel anything just that the tears flowed, my body shook, my lips quivered, my heart stung, my mind in a confused state.
I just knew this was what I was probably feeling but I wasn't feeling it.
The next thing I knew was that I was in my bed, buried under the sheets with a throbbing headache, probably from all the crying.
I sat up and turned my head towards the window. The sun was shining too brightly for my mood. Was it all a dream maybe?
"Are you okay?," A voice not so far away asked.
I turned back around to see Namjoon Hyung, my roommate, sitting on the edge of his bed facing me. How long had he been there?
"I don't know," I simply said. "What happened last night?". I asked trying to clear my facts out.
"You got a phone call from your Eomma and then you started crying. We tried asking what was wrong, but you were almost hyperventilating. Jungkook brought you back here and you were still sobbing and we all just waited here for you to calm down but soon you were asleep," Namjoon hyung finished with a sigh and a worried look on his face.
"I'll let you get ready. We'll talk at breakfast.And no practice today, I asked Manager sejin if we could get the day off since you weren't feeling all too well," He said.
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Fallen for you (taejin bts fanfic)
Ficção GeralIn a K-pop Idol band with seven members, that is rising to success rapidly, one of the members finds himself falling for another member... and the other member falling for all things wrong. #10 in #possible 12/4/20 #8 in #possible 1/5/20 #7 in #pos...