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| friday september 11 12:17 PM |
"wow it's so pretty" cindys stares at the view in awe. we had been hiking for a little over an hour to see the top of the mountains view since we had heard how nice it was. i have to say, the whole hike was worth it. everything about the trail we walked along was one hundred percent enjoyable to look at. "it really is" i speak up, glancing over at her to see if she would look over at me. she's pretty much been avoiding me ever since yesterday morning. it's hard to think that i almost kissed her. she was just getting so worked up about everything we were talking about, i found it hot.
the way she could barely speak from how close we were at first was cute. for some reason, it was honestly a little comforting to know i still have that same effect on her that i did three years ago when it comes to something like that. or something as small as that. shed always get so overwhelmed and blush when i'd look at her, barely touch her or compliment her. her reaction made me realize how much i missed the feeling it gave me.
i wonder if the same thing happens when nate does that type of stuff. i roll my eyes at the thought of it as i glance over at him. he was only standing next to her and it completely pissed me off. i feel reginas hand grab ahold of mine along with someone's stare. i look back over at cindy to see her looking down at my hand intertwined with reginas. with out thinking i slowly pull my hand away from hers and start to walk towards the rest of the group until she grabs my hand again and pulls me back towards her. i stare down at her as she gives me a blank stare up at me. "what was that all about?" she asks me lowly, probably trying to make sure nobody heard it. "what?" i ask, acting as if i didn't know what she was talking about. i honestly don't feel like fighting with her, especially here when it's been so nice the whole time. she hasn't really said anything she's just been enjoying everything or she's completely bored with everyone.
"you know what i talking about jack." she groans through her teeth. i turn around to make sure no one was looking over at us. the last thing i want to do is make everyone feel awkward about it. i look at each of them minding their own business and laughing as they all have a conversation until my gaze lingers a little longer on nate and cindy. laughing. "is it because of cindy?"
"is it because cindys here? is that why you don't want to hold my hand?"she says a little louder, knowing what she was doing. i feel a pit in my stomach start to form as i hear them go quiet. she's doing exactly what i didn't want her to do. "no?" i whisper, laughing some while shaking me my head. "let's just talk about this later" i add, becoming more quiet as their talking starts to become louder again. "no. i want to talk about it now."
"it is because of her isn't it?"
"i knew something was going on when you two were a little too close in the kitchen yesterday" she adds, louder than before. i throw my head back some in annoyance when they become quiet again. the situation i was in was everything i wanted to avoid. "what are you talking about?" i act clueless again. maybe she'll actually be quiet about it this time. i turn to look at her, hoping maybe cindy wasn't watching or even hearing any of this but unfortunately she was. her eyebrows were furrowed along with everyone else's. "you know exactly what i'm talking about. 'i need some milk'" she states blatantly, shaking her head along with it. "because i needed some milk? you're pissed over some milk?" i shake my head, i hear johnson let out a small laugh. "let's just enjoy our time and talk about this later when we're back at the cabin."
