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| november 28, 1:32 pm |
"should i be this nervous?" i laugh, leaning my head on jacks shoulder as we sit in the waiting room. today is our first doctors appointment when it comes down to our new found addition to our family. it actually has me left in disbelief... jack and i having a family. we haven't said that word out loud before... at least in this situation we haven't. it's something i used to think about when we were dating, how long we'd last, if we'd ever get married or even have kids one day. the thought actually gives me chills. not bad ones... good chills if i'm being honest. it's hard to believe that just three years ago i had the biggest crush on this guy and thought i had literally no chance but here i am fixing to have his kid and just insanely crazy about him as he is about me... or at least i'm hoping.
"i don't know, i've never been pregnant before" jack sighs, leaning his head on mine as mine rests on his shoulder. he kisses my forehead while i chuckle at his words. "shut up" i laugh, feeling his smile from how his cheeks moved on top of my head. "do you think it's a boy or a girl?" jack adds and i let out another laugh at his oblivion. "jack, we won't find out the gender until around 20 weeks" i inform him, shaking my head slight at jack while holding a smile. despite how clueless he actually is on all of this, i just have a strong feeling that he's going to be the best parent. i know for a fact he didn't like the idea at first... i don't think either of us did if i'm being honest, or at least we didn't know how to react to the situation we were in properly at the time, but i think he's going to be amazing at this.
i remember him always talking about his niece abby. (AN: fake niece&name) he always talked so highly of her. he seemed like the best uncle to her. i still haven't got to meet her, or any of his sisters at that. i wonder how well they'll take the news or what they'll think of me. what if they don't like me or think i'm just some girl that's using jack for his fame. if hate them to think that because it's the exact opposite.
"20 weeks? what the hell thats a little too long don't you think?" he shakes his head, sounding disappointed at the thought of having to wait nearly 20 weeks to find out what the gender of our baby is. i stay quiet and jack throws his arm around my shoulder, pulling me closer into him. "baby, what's wrong?" he asks me lowly, most likely hoping other people wouldn't hear our business. i don't blame him. i probably would have asked him the same way. people are too nosy these days. "how come i haven't met your sisters yet?" i ask, becoming worried. what if he doesn't like me enough for me to meet his sisters. "you do want me to meet them right?" i ask quickly, starting to become even more worried than before. he could probably hear it in my tone. "what the hell, of course i want you to meet them... they just live so far and i dong get to see them as much, but if you want to meet them i'd be more than happy to introduce you to them. we could even go this weekend." he tells me quickly, trying to reassure me. i realize i was just over thinking and mentally face palm. "wait your moms wedding is this weekend, so next weekend i can invite them down or we can go see them.. meet up with them, what ever you want to do." he adds, watching as a small smile forms on my face. "really?" i ask, feeling excited about the whole thing. "yeah really. i can even call them when we get out of this appointment" he nods.
