adorn II

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cindys pov
| october 16 2:38pm |

"hello?" i answer nias phone call. "so question." she says through the phone. "look at our texts" she tells me, causing me to furrow my eyebrows. "hurry" she adds as i pull the phone away from my ear and open up our texts. a small chuckle escapes my mouth when i read the title of the article along with a picture of jack and i kissing on stage last night.

'uprising artist jack gilinsky was seen kissing former Spain model on stage at concert last night."

i realize that i haven't even told her about it yet. i knew i haven't, but i realized that this looks bad on our part. "listen" i sigh, pulling the phone back up to my ear to talk to her again. there was the biggest pit forming in my stomach from how bad i feel about holding off on telling them now. nia of all people should have known... she's my very best friend and always has been... it was wrong of me not to tell her but then again it was a promise to jack. "i'm listening" she says quickly. "i promise we were going to tell you guys. we were just waiting until we knew things were serious between us before we did. we didn't want you guys and us to get our hopes up." i explain. she stays quiet for a split second. "but it was okay for you guys to kiss.. on stage... in front of at least a thousand people... maybe even more." she argues, i can just visualize the look she's doing right now. the one where she raises her eyebrows slightly and cocks her head to one side. she's most likely mad we didn't say anything to them, i would be too if her and sam did this to us but then again i think i wouldnt mind it as much if i knew the reasoning for it. i'd be happy for them and i'd understand why they did it. i wouldn't want to get excited about them getting back together and then a week later they end up breaking it off again, leaving the whole group in the same awkward situation that jack and i were in the first time we broke up.

"it was just in the moment, adelia said something and it just made me not want to hold it back... you know?" i raise my eyebrows, trying to stay calm. i don't want to lose my cool and then nia and i end up in a fight.... it's the last thing i want to do. nia is my best friend, i hate fighting with her. not only because it puts us in awkward situations and makes us feel bad, but because i know how nia is when she's in an argument and i know how i am when i'm in an argument. we're both stubborn... more stubborn than you'd think we'd be. we speak our minds, we don't care about the others feelings when we're in the argument. we just care about getting our points across and having the other understand what they did was wrong. we hate it when the other person is right... it's something we both hate coming to terms with but we will end up admitting that they were right... even if it takes a while, we both surprisingly do it.

"nia, i really promise we were going to tell you guys. we even talked about it being when we got back." i explain, hearing a sigh from her end of the line. the sigh that came from her mouth made me know she was giving in, starting to feel bad about even doubting it in the first place. "i'm happy for you guys" she says lowly. "even though i wish you would have told me at first, i probably would have done the same thing." she admits, coming to an understanding of why we did what we did. "nate and sammy said they knew you two were acting a little too weird." she laughs, most likely talking about an event from earlier since i didn't hear them in the back ground. "they probably only noticed something because it was pointed out" i laugh at her. "true, i'm just glad you two are back together... do you know how exhausting it is to watch you guys mindlessly flirt or even make awkward eye contacts the whole time we all hang out?" she sighs making me realize how much we actually did that. before i could speak up i hear the door start to open making me jump some,knowing jack is back from his meeting with his publicist and manager. "okay, i have to go jacks back... i'll talk to you later? love you, bye" i tell her quickly earning a laugh and i love you from her.

a loud sigh comes out of jacks mouth as his eyes land on me. "my manager was pissed" he laughs, most likely indicating that the kiss was wrong of me to do. "i'm so sorry" i wince, starting to feel bad about it. "no don't be, i liked it... loved it." he corrects himself. "my publicist said it was a good idea for the media and a good way to draw attention to us. even though it wasn't like that at all, it felt good to just be able to do what we wanted in front of that many people. i'm just glad i can finally show you off now... it was actually killing me." he smiles, taking off his shoes and shirt at the door. "i just got off the phone with nia... she said she's happy for us" i explain and he face palms. "they're probably pissed that we didn't tell them" he sighs, sounding like he felt bad about it.

"no, they all understand." i tell him as he lays down next to me on the bed. "she said she probably would have done the same thing." i add and he looks a little more relieved. "that's good. i didn't even think about them finding out the whole entire tome. i still feel a little shitty.." he looks over at me. i smirk and roll over on top of him, now straddling him. he raises his eyebrows and starts to smile a little bit. "maybe i have something that could help?" i whisper and watch his reaction again. i could definitely feel it.. not much but it was getting there. "like what?" he smirks, making eye contact with me. eye contact with jack isn't like eye contact with some random person. with jack, it holds connection and certain feelings. it gives you a natural high almost.

"i guess you'll just have to wait and find out" i smirk again, leaning down to meet my lips with his. he doesn't hesitate to kiss back, he never does. this kiss made the tension become more sexual than before and just made me want to get on with it, but i know it should wait some time. he just got back.

his hands move up to my waist, touching my bare skin. it was always something i never knew how to react to and something i never thought i'd get used to, but now i absolutely love it. anything jack does i love. it's hard not to. he could just be blankly staring off in space, completely zoned out and i'd love every second of it simply because it's him doing it. "maybe the shirt could come off... you know... just to match my attire" he jokes making me laugh some. i don't argue, i just take it off... feeling his stare the whole time i do it. i do it slowly, knowing how much it was probably killing him. jack is a patient person... but to an extent. this.. this i know it's killing him.

he sighs and starts to move his hands up to my shirt, taking it off for me. "you're beautiful" he smiles, just staring at me. he said it with complete meaningfulness. it made me feel wanted and and cared for. i loved hearing him say that. it was probably my favorite thing to hear coming out of his mouth other than his laugh. his laugh is my absolute favorite thing of mine to listen to. it never gets old. even if he had one of those obnoxious and loud laughs, i'd probably still adore the hell out of it.

i connect my lips back to his and start to rock my hips against him. you could tell he was already getting sexually frustrated, i could feel it and you could tell by the breaths he was letting out every now and then. i couldn't help but smirk at the fact the i, me of all people... did that. it's kind of crazy to think about. he starts to make me grind harder by moving his hands along with my movements, causing me to go a little faster.

after a minute, he rolls me over and looks down at me as i lay under him. "damn, houre so fucking beautiful" he groans. "i actually can't stand it" he laughs making me laugh along with him. before i could speak up, johnson walks through the doors with two pizza boxes in his hands. he immediately shakes his head at the sight of the two
of us both completely shirtless other than my bra and jack on top of me. "no. absolutely not. doing it in the shower where i can hear is one thing, but in the room? no. wait till we get back home. damn" he tells us making jack and i laugh out loud. "it's just a make out" i half lie, knowing exactly where we were heading but making out was as far as we got. "get dressed and come eat the pizza i bought." he laughs, shaking his head at us again. "and hurry.. it may get cold."

hi guys!

i'm so sorry for how long it's taken me to update! i've been so busy with school, my job and sports and on top of that i still have major writers block for this book! i don't think ive ever had it that bad.

however, i did start my nate book but i think i'm going to finish it or at least get half way through it before i update so you guys won't have to wait for long for an update if i have writers block like this! i'm so sorry:/