phosphenes

16 - break my bones

I'd break my bones for you
Bite my tongue for you
I'm paranoid that you think I'm not being true
So I'll just sit here on my couch
And try to figure this shit out
Oh don't worry
Wanna know why?
Because worrying is my job, all the damn time

Late night love with you
The clock read half past two
By the time you're gone, I worry
Every fucking day my heart is in a hurry
I'm trying my best
To trust the words you protest

It's fucking hard to be this way
My trembling bones should just go away
I know you hate when I'm like this
Yet I'll still say

I'd break my bones for you
Bite my tongue for you
I'm paranoid that you think I'm not being true
So I'll just sit here on my couch
And try to figure this shit out
Oh don't worry
Wanna know why?
Because worrying is my job, all the damn time

Within a week I'm trembling bad
Every time I notice that you're sad
I can't help and it eats me alive
But good boyfriends don't cry
Just know that I love you more than ever
I will be here forever

I'd break my bones for you
Bite my tongue for you
I'm paranoid that you think I'm not being true
So I'll just sit here on my couch
And try to figure this shit out
Oh don't worry
Wanna know why?
Because worrying is my job, all the damn time

I'd break my bones for you
Bite my tongue for you
I'm paranoid that you think I'm not being true
So I'll just sit here on my couch
And try to figure this shit out
Oh don't worry
Wanna know why?
Because worrying is my job, all the damn time

Am I being too brash?
Should I let my feelings burn to ash?
I don't know what to do anymore
My aching heart, fuck it hurts.

The end.