The Waves of Her Memories

The Waves 20

Love is a drug
either to heal you, or to kill you

Pagtapak ko palang ay bumilis na ang pagtibok ng puso ko.This is it..

"You can do it Allison!" Bryan motivates me and held my hand as we both went inside.

Marami ang bumati pag ka pasok palang namin.Nakita ko nadin sila Em na nasa loob na din.

"I'll be waiting here" Sabi naman ni Bryan as he let go of my hand kailangan ko munang magayos sa loob.He waited in the side of the stage.

Maya Maya ay nauna nang Mag speech si Em sa work nya.She had a beautiful speech tho o couldn't absord everything she said because I'm too nervous of what am I gonna do.Alam ko na ang speech ko pero kinakabahan padin ako.

"Allison Next kana ha!" Sabi naman sakin ng isa sa mga staff at lalo nagpakaba sakin
I breath deep and prayed for a while.

"Now Let's welcome, The author of the best selling book for this month. Ms.Allison Smith", It's the cue and I stepped in and went to the stage.Everyone is applauded as the Emcee calls my name.I looked for bryan and he just gave me a thumbs up and mouthed,"You can do it!" I smiled at him and begin my speech.

"Good Morning everyone, Thank you for coming, I'm Allison smith. So I also I want to thank you for having my book, The Waves of Her Memories.I never thought I could even write it , among everything I wrote I think it was the hardest one not because I don't know what am I gonna do but because It help personal stuff in my life.It came from my imagination and mostly from my dreams...",

Nagpatuloy ako sa pagsasalita at kahit papano ay naging magaan na ang kalooban ko..Pagkatapos ay muli naman silang nagpalakpakan at tinawag din ang iba pag kasama ko para sa picture taking.After that we proceed to the book signing.

Ganito pala yon, oo dinagsa ang book signing namin at hindi din ako makapaniwala na nangyayari na ito.Sa book signing I was also got the chance para marinig ang saloobin nila tungkol sa libro ko, Ang iba ay bumili palamang at hindi pa nababasa ngunit dumerecho sila sa book signing.It's fun at dahil din don ay mas nakikilala ako ng mga readers..

Ilang sandali ay nagkaroon naman ng Quick break.Lumapit naman sa likod ko si bryan.

"Hey can I have a moment?" He ask at pinaalam ako sa mga kasama ko.

Sumama naman ako saknya.He smiled at me and held my hand.

"Hey You're so great in there. I'm so proud of you!" He said to me and I just smiled,
"Thank you for supporting me It really means a lot to me." I said genuinely He was about to say something but his phone rung.
"I just have to take this.It'll be quick.", As he excuse himself

Nang bumalik sya ay pansin ko ang pagkabalisa nya..
"Hey, I got a call.Kailangan ko puntahan si ash" He said to me worriedly
"Wht what happened?" so I asked
"It's emergency I will tell you later.Sorry I really have to go" He said to me
"It's okay .Magiingat ka" sabi ko naman
Ngumiti sya at tumalikod , Papunta na ko sa mga kasama ko ng maramdaman ko ang yakap sa likod ko at humarap naman ako kung sino iyon

"Hey I thought you'll get going?" I asked
"I am really sorry I have to leave I'll text you susunduin kita as soon as I'm done I promise!" Aniya at hinalikan ako sa noo
"It's fine basta magiingat ka magtetext nalang din ako." I said and smiled at him.

Makailang saglit ay bumalik na kami sa Book Signing.Madami paring mga tao at hindi ko din alam kung matapos naming lahat sa takdang oras dahil may mga ibang na kadarating palamang.It was tiring but fulfilling and overwhelming as well.

Ang sarap pala sa pakiramdam na may mga taong nakakaappreciate ng ginagawa mo.
Ilang oras ay dumating din si Sir.Marquez. .Ms Cassandra updated him on what happened, unfortunately he wasn't Able to come early because he have to attend some meetings.

After the event ay sobranf saya at thankful ng lahat.Naging successful anamn ang book signing although may iilan na di na dapat makakahabol pero ginawan nalang ng paraan.Tinapos namin ng almost two hours ang lahat para lang hindi din masayang ang pagpunta nila.May pumupunta pa sa mga napapadaan pero sinabi na cut off na.All in all naging successful naman ang lahat.

Mr.Marquez also made a few words congratulating everyone for the success of the book signing.

"I guess pagod na kayong lahat be people who can still join me I would like to treat the. a few drinks for celebrating the success of this event"Anunsyo pa nya Lahat naman ay nagsaya dahil sa mag t'treat din sya ng drinks.

I was not coming pero kinonsensya naman ako ng dalawa kong kasama dahil kailangan daw na nandon kami lalo't kami ang nag book signing so for the sake of that and gratitude ay sumama ako.

I just texted Bryan at pumayag naman sya sabi nya pa ay doon nalang nya ako susunduin.Ako nman ay sumabau nalang kila em papunta sa Breakable Heaven's Lounge.

Again I was greeted by noise, the smell of liquor and dancing lights in the bar.

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Lahat ay umiinom at ako naman ay gusto ko lang ay mga wine pero hinabit ako ni em papunta sa kanila at binigyan ako ng maiinom

Lumipas ang ilang oras at pinipilit padin nila akong uminom

"Come on em Just once" pag pilit pa sa kin ng iba
"What? no I don't want to drink too much!" sigaw ko pa dahil halos hindi kami magkarinigan sa sobrang lakas ng mga tugtugin

"just try it " sabi pa nila

Si em din ay medyo lasing na siguro ay kanina pa syang naglalasing.

I don't want to drink pero hindi nila ko titigilan kaya tinanggap ko na din naman. I only had few pero pakiramdam ko ay nahihilo na ako..

I excused myself from them and find some comfort room. Naghilamos ako pero hindi padin ako mapakali dahil medyo nahihilo na din so I just decided to ca bryan

"Hey" I utter as he accepted my call
"Hey gorgeous"
"Bryan I'm dizzy" I just said to him
"I'll be there wait for me" he said and I hung up my phone
Pakiramdam ko ay minamartilyo na ang ulo ko sa pagkahilo

I was about to go back to em but as I was out of the comfort room someone held my arms.Hind ko maaninag ang mukha nya ng maayos dahil basta basta nalang nya akong hinatak at napatinaanod nalang ako sa kanya.

"Liam?" I asked not surely because I am really dizzy

"Bakit mo sinagot si bryan?" he asked
and I just smiled, "Oh bryan? He's a good man He makes me feel so special and oh I like him"
I said as I was trying to see who am I taking with.Pilit ko nilinawan ang mga nakikita ko.Hes eyes became furious that made me have chilld inside.
"Liam?" si liam ba to ghad I shouldn't have accepted those drinks

I was being confused as he walks towards me..Sa takot ay napalunok ako at napaatras

He's walking fast now that I hurried to but unfortunately...
I stoped as I felt the cold wall against my back and he stop an inch away from me too

Umiling sya at nagwika.
"Why Allison?" he said at tumitig sa mga mata ko
Nakita kong mamuo ang luha sa mata nya at pinigilan nya ito.He moves his jaw as if he's managing his temper.. Ilang saglit ay

"Fuck!" nagulat ako nang suntukin nya ang pader na isang pulgada lang ang pagitan sa mukha ko kaya napapikit nalang i

"Consider yourself lucky,cause I didn't forget a single detail of you."

Bulong nya sakin, hindi ko ganoong maintindihan ngunit bago pa man ako makapagreact ay naramdaman ko nalang ang pagdampi ng labi nya sa labi ko.