ONE MIX

8: Fool For Love

CHAPTER 8

Jade's P.O.V

"Harry? I blurted out in disbelief almost instantly before I could even stop myself.

Really?

Really Harry? The classic 'romantic flowers' and bow ties?

This is ridiculous.

Ridiculously impressive actually...

No what am I thinking?

More like ridiculously corny...

But as much as I struggled to think straight about this, a part of me wanted to take those flowers and let him swoop me into his arms, whilst gently kissing those soft lips of his again, just like they do in movies... but then the other part of me just wants to grab those flowers and throw them on the floor (if not at him) as well as slam the door in his perfect little face.

Of course I know I'm still not over him yet, but whenever I see him... I can't help but bring back those painful young memories of us from the past, where he for one... actually broke my heart without even knowing how much it really got to me.

I know it's the past but I feel like i can't let that one go.

I know I should give him a chance, but I don't think I can bring myself up to doing it.

Because all I know right now is that I should be avoiding him.

But it looks like he's trying so hard to get to me again, judging by the amount of times he's coincidentally 'popped' into my life.

Why is he doing this to me?

If I tell him how I truly feel about him, there's no doubt he'll end up doing the very same thing he did to me from the start.

I mean what if this is just a joke? What if he's just pretending to like me that way again, just to make a complete fool of myself once more?

I couldn't bare that.

I mean, I would've two years ago, but lets face it now.... this is the real world where we're both famous to the publics eye. If we were both seen together for a while and then all of a sudden it stopped....

God I don't know what they might think of us.

Or to be most specific, what they'll think of me...

I can't let those old feelings come back again; It would be too much of a risk to take.

And I’m not ready to fall if Harry's not willing to catch me.

I know I'm already starting to fall for him, but I'm not going to fall for him completely. No, that won’t happen. I'll just keep avoiding him and pretend I hate him.

I mean, If i actually start telling myself I hate Harry, then I might be able to actually be lucky enough to believe it one day.

Right?

Suddenly, I was taken a little of guard after hearing a low awkward cough beside me, as my attention turned back to Harry once again; in an instant, almost forgetting his existence for a minute there as I snapped back from my deep thoughts and chose to put on my best 'fake smile'.

Well it's better to fake it right?

Although I don't think that was pretty hard seeing as I mostly do it all the time on camera, I then reached out for the flowers, seeing that little hope sparkle in Harry's eyes again, as if he actually thought I was giving him a chance, as I scrunched up my face at him quickly before slamming the door in his face within seconds, as I finally took off my pretendful smile and dunked the bouquet of flowers into the nearest trash bin along my way in as if I was actually throwing away his heart.