Blue Moon {ON HOLD}

Chapter 15 ~

Mas naunang nagising si Amber kesa kay Nina. Mahimbing ang tulog ng kaibigan dala na rin siguro ng pagod nito kahapon. Hindi naman masyadong nakatulog si Amber dahil sa feelings niya. Her emotions were too strong that's why her inner peace was disturbed. It's only 5 am, kahit gustuhin man niyang matulog ulit, hindi naman niya magawa. She went outside Nina's room para kumuha ng tubig nang maramdaman niyang nag-vibrate yung phone niya.

Fr: Jyrus Evans

I've thought about this thing over a hundred times and now I've decided. I need to talk to you.

Nagtaka naman siya sa text ni Jyrus sa kanya. Maybe it was a very important thing kaya napaisip ng maraming beses si Jyrus. Knowing him, siya yung tipo ng tao na bihirang mag-isip. Go with the flow lang siya. He is impulsive and reckless.

To: Jyrus Evans

Okay.

Her mind was battling wether she would send it to him or not. At this moment, he was the last person she wanted to see right now. But then she remembered what Nina told her yesterday. That running away won't solve anything and by that she pressed the send button. There's no turning back now.

Wala pang ilang minuto nakapagreply na agad si Jyrus.

Fr: Jyrus Evans

You're up early. Dapat matulog ka pa.

She didn't replied. Instead she went back to Nina's room, tied her hair into a messy bun and wore her glasses. She was wearing a pullover and shorts. Napag-isip isip niya na magjogging muna around the nearby park. Baka kasi kapag napagod siya ay magawa niyang makatulog ulit. She got her phone and her earphones then wore her rubber shoes. She also texted Nina na magjo-jogging lang siya.

Bilang na bilang pa lang ang mga taong makikita sa paligid since it was still early. It was a bit cold. She focused on relaxing herself. Indulge with the upbeat songs playing on her phone through her earphones.

"Relax Amber, relax."

Paulit ulit niyang sinasabi sa sarili niya. Hindi niya alam kung gaano na siya katagal na nagjo-jogging basta ang alam niya, hindi siya titigil hangang sa hindi pa siya napapagod.

She was weighing her feelings. Alam niya kung sino talaga ang gusto niya kaso ang tanong, ano na ba ang dapat niyang gawin? Ang antayin na lang na magsawa ang puso niya sa sakit na nararamdaman niya or gagawa na siya ng action para sabihin ang feelings niya.

After battling with her thoughts and her feelings she chose the second one. She's been hurt for so long. Maybe it was time for her to tell him that she likes him. Mareject man siya or not at least magkakaroon na rin siya ng inner peace pero mapupunta naman sa alanganin yung friendship nila. Siguro kung masisira man yun, maybe they were not really meant to be friends.