Brothers Best Friend - Benjey

Benji's Crush

This is the first chapter in Benji's POV. Hope you guys like it ;) - Also, there will be texts in this chapter, and they will be written in 𝗍𝗁𝗂𝗌 𝖿𝗈𝗋𝗆𝖺𝗍. ♡♡
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✨Benji✨
I've always thought I was an average guy. Simple, and straight. But over the past couple years, I've started to question my sexuality. I don't know. My best friend is Corbin. He's the best. He knows me better than anyone. And I've gone through a lot the past few years, and through all of it, he stuck by me. The beginning of my parents divorce, the loss of my dad, and being a junior, the pressure is already on to figure out what I wanna be after high school. And honestly, I have no idea. I really just don't think I've figured myself out yet. And it's hard to do without a solid relationship. Sure, I have Corbin, but he just isn't all I need him to be. Like a girlfriend. It would be really nice to know someone loved me in that way. But since I haven't found anyone, well-maybe, I just tend to hoe around and I haven't really gotten into a serious relationship with anyone. It's not that I don't want to. I just kinda have trust issues I guess.
For now, I guess I do have my eyes on someone. But I'm not really sure. I've decided now that I am at least Bi. I might even be gay, considering that I don't think I've ever really liked any girls. I just tell myself I do.
Jorge Garay. He's Corbins little brother. And ever since I became good friends with Corbin, I've found myself getting butterflies around him. I try to act confident, but it's so hard to not be so self conscious around someone so adorable. He's got the cutest face, and his hair was blonde, but recently he dyed it pink, and that made it ten times harder to stay away from him. Plus, I know he's gay.
The only problem is Corbin. He's super protective about Jeyjey, and I'm afraid that if he knew I liked him, he'd be done with me. Well, maybe he wouldn't take it that badly, but I still don't think he would like it. I want to tell him though. I think I'm gonna try to do it today.
𝖧𝖾𝗒 𝖺𝗋𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖿𝗋𝖾𝖾 𝗍𝗈𝖽𝖺𝗒? 𝖨 𝗇𝖾𝖾𝖽 𝗍𝗈 𝗍𝖺𝗅𝗄 𝗍𝗈 𝗒𝗈𝗎.
𝘚𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘢𝘵 4:23 𝘱𝘮, 𝘍𝘳𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘺
🅒-𝖮𝗁 𝗒𝖾𝖺𝗁 𝗌𝗎𝗋𝖾, 𝖨 𝗀𝖾𝗍 𝗈𝖿𝖿 𝗈𝖿 𝗐𝗈𝗋𝗄 𝖺𝗍 5. 𝖬𝖾𝖾𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝖺𝗍 𝗒𝗈𝗎𝗋 𝗁𝗈𝗎𝗌𝖾?
𝖸𝖾𝖺𝗁. 𝖲𝖾𝖾 𝗒𝗈𝗎 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗇.
𝘙𝘦𝘢𝘥 𝘢𝘵 4:26
I heard a knock on my door at 5:05 and I ran to get it.
"Hey Corbin! Wanna go to the ice cream shop down the main road?"
"Yea totally. Ice cream sounds pretty good."
"Okay cool." I got my keys and headed for the car, Corbin followed alongside me and got into the passengers seat.
(Time skip)
We got our ice cream and went outside to eat. I nervously licked my ice cream cone.
"So, what'd you wanna talk about?" I gulped. This was gonna be nerve-wracking.
"Oh uh-I just-I needed to tell you something."
"Uh okay," Corbin laughed at my nervous face. "Spill"
"So.. I'm.. I uh.. I think I'm gay.."
"Oh wow Benji." Oh god oh god oh god. What was he thinking?? Was he disappointed? Was he mad? What he said next caught me by surprise.
"That's great that you've figured yourself out! I'm totally cool with it." I let out a huge sigh of relief and hugged Corbin. I never do that but I was so happy at his reaction.
"I'll always support you Benji, even with the worst things." Well, in that case, I think it's time I better tell him about Jorge..
"There's one more thing I have to tell you.." he gave me a quick nod, signaling me to continue.
"I like-" he cut me off.
"OMG YOU LIKE SOMEONE?? Tell me who right the fuck now."
"I'm afraid if I tell you you'll be mad to be honest"
"Just tell me! I won't be mad I promise just tell me though! I'm dyinggggg" he said in a dramatic way.
"I like ᴊᴇʏᴊᴇʏ" I spoke so quietly I couldn't even hear myself.
"Who do you like? I didn't catch that." Corbin urged.
"I like Jeyjey." I held my breath without even noticing.
Corbin stared at me with a surprised look. I prayed that whatever he said next wouldn't be bad.
"Benji that's.. tha.. that's amazing!" I sat there, confused at his bubbly reaction.
"I mean I'm really surprised. You've never really liked anyone before as far as I know"
"Yeah.." I cautiously laughed.
"I won't say anything. I promise."
"Thanks dude." I said, a huge smile on my face.
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This isn't my favorite chapter honestly, but I look forward to writing better ones. Sorry this one kinda sucked 😔✌️ comment if you want me to write more chapters. thanks for reading so much. Bye luvsss 😙✌️♡
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