SHE AIN'T LIKE A SISTER NO MORE

Chapter Twenty Five ~ "You jealous fuck!"

*IMPORTANT* PLEASE listen to the songs!!!!
I know wattpad doesn't allow you to follow links, so I'll put the artist and song name in brackets. They're really important to the story and music is my life. I know it's a pain so once again, I'm sorry 😘
----7th APRIL----
JEN
Chase has just told me we're having a party tonight. It's the last thing I feel like doing to be honest. I don't feel like drinking. I feel like I've done enough drinking and smoking the last few weeks, trying to drown everything out. Although that hasn't really got me anywhere...
The tingling sensation on my fingers and lips have slowly disappeared from the tiny amount of contact with Justin, once again leaving me feeling lost and confused.
Hearing a pounding on my door, I yell a 'come in' just as Chaz and Ryan barge through, running and body slamming themselves onto my bed.
"Dick heads..." I mumble, resulting in Chaz climbing over me and pinning my arms to the bed.
"What the fuck did you call me Topdeck?" He taunts, as Ryan starts playing around with my CD player.
"I called you a dickhead Chaz...it ain't one word of a lie! You don't scare me...not one bit..." I reply, smirking.
"Yeahhhh...I fucking love this song! I knew I could count on you Jen! You're like a fuckin' beast when it comes to new music!!" Ryan yells, dancing around to the opening beat of 'Blurred Lines' that is currently making my walls shake with how loud he's got it.
"You boys are lit as fuck!!" I state, as Chaz sits up, straddling me. Ryan is still dancing around my room like he's actually The Robin Thicke.
"You should come smoke with us Jen! I ain't even seen you high. Bet you're a bag of fun!" Chaz grins, not moving from his position.
"I'm always a bag of fun!" I reply, a matching grin on my face.
"...okay now he was close, tried to domesticate ya..." Ryan sings, grinding on the door of my cupboard.
"...but you're an animal, baby it's in your nature..." Chaz joins in, and I can almost swear I feel him grind his dirty ass on me.
"Stoned ass mother fuckers!" I groan, laughing at them.
Feeling that familiar feeling, the air completely changing, my breath hitching within me, I slightly turn my head to see Justin leaning against the doorway.
His eyes lock onto mine for a moment, before moving over to Chaz, the look of fury hazing over his beautiful eyes, almost turning them black.
"Get the fuck off of her Chaz, because I won't hesitate to fucking kill you..." Justin growls, glaring at Chaz with death eyes.
"They're just being wankers Justin, calm down!" I say, as Chaz climbs off of me.
Justin's eyes shoot towards me, as I sit up on my bed.
"Get out!" Justin yells at the boys, his eyes still locked on mine.
"Oh for fuck sake!" I groan, watching jealousy shoot through Justin. It's not like I haven't played around with the boys before. Play fights are our thing, and have been ever since I can remember. They'd toughened me up in a way.
I watch as Chaz and Ryan walk out, quietly sliding past Justin and disappearing down the hall.
Walking towards the door myself, I watch as Justin's eyes never leave mine.
"Are you trying to fuck me off?" He suddenly growls.
"Fuck you Justin! Get the fuck out of my room!" I growl back, pushing him from the doorway and slamming the door in his face.
Jealous fucking asshole! That behaviour was beyond ridiculous! Chaz and Ryan are like brothers, and there's no chance in hell they'd ever be anything more.
JUSTIN
Fuck!! Fuck fuck fuck!!
I don't know what just happened, but that wasn't my plan at all! Just seeing Chaz so close to her...I know I was being stupid, but...fuck!
I knock on the door gently, having taken a long breath and calmed down a little.
"Fuck off Justin!!" She yells back through the door, causing pain to shoot through my chest.
"Jen..." I start, opening the door.
"I said fuck off! That shit doesn't sit well with me you jealous fuck!" Jen growls, before attempting to slam the door in my face all over again. Holding it open with my hand, I watch her stand in front of me, anger radiating from every pore.
"I'm serious Justin...that shit...don't fucking do that!" She yells again, waving her arms in the air.
"So don't flirt with my friends, and I won't get angry..." I shrug.
"Flirt?! You're a fucking jerk Justin!"
"I'm a jerk?! Why? Because I miss you like fucking crazy? Because I can't stand to see another guy all over you? Because I fucking hate what we are right now, and I don't know how the fuck to fix it?!" I yell back, staring into her eyes.
"This isn't fixing anything Justin!! You're being an asshole, and you're actually making it really easy for me to hate you right now!"
My heart literally drops down into my stomach, as I watch her breathe heavily in front of me.
"You hate me Jen?" I whisper, my voice cracking slightly as I feel the world crash down around me.
I watch her let out a heavy frustrated sigh, before bringing her eyes back to mine.
"No. I don't hate you. You just piss me the fuck off Justin!" She replies softly.
"I'm sorry that I 'piss you the fuck off ' baby." I sigh, before turning and walking from her room, feeling sad, hurt and angry with myself.
I hear someone turn the music on downstairs and wander down to grab a drink. Pouring myself a shot, I quickly down that before pouring another straight up, then another.
I'm such a fuck up...I know she'd never touch Chaz...I'm such a fucking dick head and now she's angry as fuck!
Pouring myself another drink, I walk into the lounge to see Chase, Ryan, Chaz and a few other girls and guys sitting around drinking and smoking.
I should really go apologize...no, I'll stick with my original plan! She just needs to come down here...surely she will at some stage?! I just want to fuckin' hold her already!!!
JEN
Having calmed down from the fight I'd had with Justin, the nausea finally disappearing that I'd been feeling since seeing his heartbroken face after what I said about hating him...fuck I'm an idiot! What the fuck is even wrong with me?! I'm still furious at the jealousy he was showing though. His best mate of all things?! Does he really think I'm like that?!
Having changed into jeans, top and jacket, I walk down the stairs, running into Chaz on my way.
"Sorry Jen, about before..." He mumbles.
"Don't Chaz...he was being a fuckhead." I reply, as he follows me to the kitchen.
I grab a glass of water, not wanting to drink tonight and sit up on the bench. Pulling my phone from my pocket, I go on twitter to see what's going on. Hmmm, not much.
I type up a tweet, "Not in the mood for this partying shit right now!"
Switching to instagram, I like a few photos before Twitter alerts me to a new mention. Switching back, I see that Justin has responded to my tweet...
"I know right! We should totally get out of here baby! ;) "
Jeez, bitch had the nerve!
I type back, "certainly not going anywhere with you right now Bieber!" before jumping from the bench and walking into the lounge. Chase gives me a smile, putting his arm over my shoulder and kissing my head.
"You good Jen?" He mumbles, knowing I definitely haven't been right lately.
I nod in reply, and take a seat on the arm rest of the couch, pulling my buzzing phone out again.
*The Beast In Your Pussy*
" :( Are you ever going to love me again baby?"
Reading it breaks my heart. I lift my head in his direction, already knowing he's looking at me. I've felt his eyes on me from the second I walked into the room.
His sad eyes stare back into mine, breaking my heart that little bit more.
"I told you once before...I could never stop loving you, even if I tried!"
I hit send, as I watch his reaction as he reads it. A little smile takes over those beautiful lips of his that I miss so much.
"Who's up for pool?" Chaz yells, and I watch the majority of people disappear down the hall to the games room. Justin, myself and a few others staying behind. I'm about to stand up and follow everyone, until I get a text.
*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"Sit. Stay! Please?"
I look up towards him, and give a little nod, then watch him move towards the CD player. I see him pull a CD from the cabinet, and place it into the CD player, before hitting play.
Instantly sending shivers down my spine, I watch Justin take his position opposite me again. He stares back at me, his elbows on his knees, and his phone in his hands. I literally feel as though he's penetrating my soul, as I listen along to the song, my heart breaking along with it.
(Chris Brown-Don't judge me)
As the song comes to an end, I realize there are tears spilling from my eyes. I focus back on Justin to see he's still staring at me, as I watch a tear slowly slide down his perfect cheek.
As the next song starts, I reposition myself on the couch, pulling my knees up to my chest, suddenly feeling cold and vulnerable.
(Trey Songz-Can't be friends)
Looking at Justin throughout the song, to see him tapping his foot to the beat, looking sad as he stares back into my eyes.
Not really knowing what to say, as the song comes to an end, I climb to my feet.
"Please? Just...please baby, just sit and listen!" Justin pleads, looking up at me in desperation.
I let out a sigh and sit down again, listening as the next song starts.
(Tyga ft Adele-Reminded)
He was bound to throw some Tyga in there somewhere! That's my shit! The song he's chosen makes me smile a little surprisingly, and I look up to see a little more life in his eyes.
As the next song starts, his face takes on the same sad vulnerable look from earlier.
(Neyo-Mad)
This one breaks me a little, knowing we've made so many promises, and this, us right now...it's not where we want to be.
As I hear the opening words to one of my favourite songs, I can't help but let a little smile sneak onto my face. Taking in each word as though he's singing it, because I know that's what he wants, I feel my heart flutter a little.
(All 4 One-I swear)
I look up to see Justin with a little smile on his face, but soon see it turn into nerves, as a song comes on I've never heard before. I watch as he wipes the palms of his hands over his pants, obviously nervous for some reason. With the opening words, my heart feels like it's in my throat, those butterflies going berserk within my tummy.
(Justin Bieber-Nothing like us)
By the end of the song, I'm an absolute mess. Uncontrollable tears falling down my face, sobs taking over my body as I stare back into Justin's eyes which are also letting the tears fall. His beautiful voice penetrating my soul, to the point I'm in complete absolute awe. He wrote this? For me? He'd stared so intently into my eyes the whole way through, that I felt like he was literally singing every word to me right this second. I could see his pain with every word he'd sang. I watch as he lowers his eyes to his phone, mine signalling a text a second later.
*The Beast In Your Pussy*
You said forever...what do I do now?
I read it, and immediately look up to see him shrug with a broken look on his face, another tear falling down his beautiful face. I have to fight against the need to walk over and kiss his tears away.
With my breathing heavy, I continue listening as the next song starts.
(Neyo-Forever now)
Shit...I just want to drag him up to my room and make sweet love to him, telling him I'll never leave. That I'll never be able to live without him, because it's the truth. Just as I move towards him, he shakes his head.
"Not done yet. Sit your sexy ass back down!" I see him smirk a little, relighting that fire within me.
I hesitantly sit back down again and let a giggle slip as the next song starts, as a knowing smirk breaks out onto that beautiful face of his.
JUSTIN
I watch as Jen lets a tiny giggle slip, her beautiful cheeks turning a pretty shade of pink. Fuck! I miss making her blush so much. Look at my beautiful girl over there! Opening up my phone, I type up a quick text. "So...can I kiss her goodbye?", and wait until that line is coming before sending it.
(Tyga ft Chris Brown-Fuck for the road explicit)
I watch her look down at her phone, read my text, and immediately cross her legs. The fact she's turned on makes me lick my lips as I don't dare take my eyes off her. Not for a second. If she's feelin' it now, she'll enjoy the next one. Smirking to myself, I watch her reaction as the last song for her starts, knowing already that she'll fuckin' love it. I type up another text, sending it off as soon as I've typed it.
"I can see it in your eyes baby. Can I have it? ;) "
(Plies-Can I have it)
As the song comes to an end, I watch as she literally squirms in her seat. As she stands, she walks towards the stairs, looking at me over her shoulder. I know that look!
I fucking know that look!
I'm immediately on my feet, quickly following her up the stairs, with a smile on my face. Feeling more drawn to her now than ever before, I walk into her room and close the door behind me.
Scanning my eyes over her, I can't help but lick my lips, my dick twitching within my pants for the first time in what feels like forever.
I watch as she turns to look at me, her beautiful bright blue eyes staring back into mine.
"Bieber!" She says softly, sending chills throughout my entire body.
"Summers!" I nod back, with a final lick of my lips...
*To be continued...* (cos I'm a bitch like that 😋)
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