SHE AIN'T LIKE A SISTER NO MORE

CHAPTER EIGHTEEN ~ "BELIEVE"

JUSTIN
*TOPDECK*
"How'd you go with your performance baby?"
I let out a deep sigh. Fuck I miss her! Her smile, her softness, don't even get me started on how much I miss that perfect little pussy!
"Hi baby girl. You good? I did okay I think...you wanna see? They recorded it...I wish you were there! I miss you!"
*TOPDECK*
"Fuck yes I wanna see it! I miss you too baby, but I'm gonna come up and see you tomorrow...can I stay?"
Fuck yes!! My baby!
"Don't tease babe...you wouldn't joke with that would you?"
*TOPDECK*
"Nope. Sooo...can I stay? :) please?"
"Fuck yeah, u don't need to ask baby! Here's the link...( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbEniex3n_A ) I sang them for you, they're your favourites right?...just ignore the screaming bitches...they just want the D, but he's all yours, ain't that right baby!!"
*TOPDECK*
Bitches wouldn't wanna fuck with me baby! Now leave me alone a second so I can watch this...
I wait around for her reply, crazy excited to see her tomorrow. That means I can drive back down with her Friday for my birthday. I'll get to see Jazzy & Jaxo too. My babies! So fuckin' excited!!
*TOPDECK*
"OMFG Justin! Can I just...can I like just come and sit on your face for a bit?! #sorrynotsorry :-p"
"Ahhh...ok...
1. Look at you, my horny as fuck lil Topdeck over there! ;-p
2. You never need to ask for that, my mouth awaits. I'd have you sit on my face ANY day.
3. Although I love how fkn horny u are, 'cos it fires me up like nothing else in this world... it kind of wasn't the response I was going for..."
*TOPDECK*
"Ok seriously now...what the FUCK is with the numbered points?! Are we doing powerpoint presentations next?"
"Jen...come on baby, I'm dyin' over here..."
*TOPDECK*
"Justin...I fucking loved it. I love everything you do, but THAT...that was pure perfection!! xox I love you! PS. You looked sexy as fuck!"
"Nawww. What time you comin' baby?"
*TOPDECK*
I'll be there about 4, so I'm sure you'll have me cummin' by 4:15...
"And THAT baby, is why I love you! My dirty lil girl."
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JEN
"Hi baby!" I giggle as Justin places me back on the ground after spinning me around for what felt like hours.
"Hi babe. I fuckin' missed you like crazy!" He states, grabbing my bag off my back and putting it on his.
"Pink looks good on you babe." I say, placing my hand within his.
"Everything looks good on me. Including your pretty little self." He smiles then adds a little wink.
He'd insisted on paying for me to catch a cab, instead of catching the train. Apparently the train would've added an extra half an hour to the trip, and he didn't want to wait a minute longer. Cute!
"I love you." I smile, as he opens his dorm room door.
"I love you more." He replies, before leaning forward and surprising me with a long passionate kiss.
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JUSTIN
"Happy birthday baby." Jen whispers as I open my eyes.
"Thanks babe." I reply, gladly accepting her lips pressing against mine.
"I don't have your present here...you gotta wait until we get home." She says, running her hand up my stomach and over my chest.
"You were holding him again baby. I know you were..." I smile.
A cheeky grin flashes across her face before whispering "I can't help it! My hand just like...finds him in my sleep!"
I smile at her adorable little blushing self, as I reach over and brush my thumb over her pink cheek.
"Hi." I whisper every so softly.
"Hey." She replies, smiling back.
"Love you!" I say.
"I love you!" She replies, making my heart flutter.
"On top of the world, when I'm on top of you baby..."
She reaches for her phone, looks at the screen and jumps from the bed.
"I gotta take this babe..." she says, walking into the little bathroom running off my room, and closing the door behind her quickly.
What the fuck?! She never hides phone calls, and she just acted suss as all fuck!
Quietly climbing out of bed, I sneak over to the bathroom door and press my ear against it.
I'm really sure it's nothing, I'm just being a paranoid, and I really shouldn't be creepin'...
"He has no idea..."
Uhhhh...he? As in...me?
"I told you I was good at keeping secrets..." she giggles.
Fuck no...she only giggles like that with me...My stomach drops and my heart starts beating like fuckin' crazy.
"Well text me, don't call, 'cos he'll start getting suss..."
START getting suss?! 'Cos I'm not already?! And...when...what the actual fuck is going in here?!
"I can't wait!" She says, before giggling again.
"Ok...I know I know, I promise he won't find out!"
Broken promises baby...
"Ok, I'll see you a little later...bye!"
Like fuck she'll see him later! She's not going out of my sight.
Alright...play it cool JB, don't panic...
I can't move. Why the fuck can't I move?! It's as though my feet are glued to the ground. Even when the door opens, and she's staring at me, I'm fucking stuck!
"Who the fuck was that?" I ask, my brain and mouth completely not cooperating right now.
"Who?" She frowns.
"Don't fuck with me right now..." I growl.
"I'm not J...it was just mom..."
"Don't do this...don't lie to me Jen, I can't fuckin' take it!" I yell, running my hands through my hair, anger radiating from every pore.
"We need to get ready to go J, are you packed?" She asks, sneaking past me.
I watch as she opens her bag, pulls some clothes out, and walks back past me to the bathroom.
"Jen...please...I'm gonna lose my shit if you don't tell me who the fuck that was!"
"For fuck sake Justin, fucking leave it alone!" She yells back at me.
"LEAVE IT ALONE?!?! You were just on the phone talkin' all that fuckin' shit and you want me to NOT ask what the fuck's going on?" I'm yelling so fucking hard right now that my voice is cracking, making me sound like a fuckin' 14 year old all over again!
"Just STOP! Please stop!!" She growls quietly, covering her ears and facing the ground.
"I don't fucking know what's going on!" I groan, a little quieter, not quite calm.
"Nothing...please just believe me! Just... just stop please!" She whispers, looking at me through those thick beautiful lashes.
I really don't know what to do here. Is she fucking cheating on me?!
"Tell me one thing...I want the fucking truth though..."
She lets out a big sigh, her bare breasts rising then falling.
"Are you seeing someone else?"
"WHAT?!?! NO! For fuck sake! This is the second fucking time in weeks you've accused me of that Justin! What the fuck?! Am I a fucking whore? Have I ever been that slut to sleep around?! NO! So why the fuck would I do it now, when everything I've ever wanted is standing right here in front of me?! I can't put up with you being all paranoid and shit Justin! It's a fucking joke to be honest, and I won't let you assume shit like that! Do you not fucking get it?! I fucking love you! Do you know what else?! I never fucking told a sole I loved them since my dad died! Why?! Because I was always fucking scared of them disappearing just like he did! I didn't WANT to fall for you Justin, it just fuckin' happened! Ok?! I can't help the fact I love you more than anything in this world! Stop asking if I'm seeing anyone else, stop talkin' that shit, 'cos I don't fucking want anyone else! I want you...I've always fucking wanted you!!!"
I watch in shock, as tears fall down her face, and I soon realize she's shaking. I fucking did it again! I did this to her!
"Are you done?" I whisper, watching her perfect breasts rise and fall quickly.
She looks into my eyes and nods.
I take two long strides, before pulling her into my arms.
"I'm so sorry...I'm so fucking sorry." I mumble into her hair, as she tries to find something to hold on to. If I were wearing clothes, she'd have my shirt balled up in her fists, but that's not the case as we both stand there completely naked.
"Show me Justin. Show me you're sorry!" She whispers, igniting that flame inside of me.
I lift her into my arms and place her on the basin, staring deep into her eyes.
"Do it Justin!" She sighs, pulling at my hair.
"I'm sorry baby." I whisper again.
"When are you going to get it J? I fucking love you so much, and you start this shit...you make me so fuckin' angry!" She growls.
"I know baby, I'm a fuck up, and I'm sorry!" I say, resting my forehead against hers.
"No you're not! You just need to stop that shit! I'm not going anywhere baby, I said I was yours, and I fucking meant it!"
I nod gently, breathing heavily.
"Do it. Make it better J, fix it! You always fix it!" She whispers, her elbows resting on my shoulders, her fingers twisting in my hair.
"Fuck baby, not when you're upset like this..." I groan, fighting a battle I'm well aware I'm never going to win.
"Make it yours J. Now!" She states angrily.
"Jen..."
She pushes me away with all her force, and before I know it, she's dropped onto her knees in front of me.
"Don't..." I start, before she takes my soft cock into her mouth.
Yes she's standing naked before me, yes I get turned on when she's angry, but this was different...in my head, I'd already lost her to someone else. There was no way I could be hard when she was sobbing and shaking just two minutes ago, but now...
"Ohhhh fuck..." I groan, feeling myself harden within her warm wet mouth. "Stop..." I attempt, trying to pull her off me.
She pushes my hands away, looking up at me beneath her dark lashes, her eyes blazing.
"Stop Jen...please?!" I beg, purely for the fact I don't deserve this right now. Guilt taking me over.
I pull away from her, and lift her to her feet, as she fights to get back down on her knees.
"Stop Jen! I'm trying to give you what you were begging for! Just...fucking...stop!" I breathe out heavily, anger, love, passion and lust filling the bathroom.
"Fucking do it then!" She growls.
I lift her up onto the basin again, parting her legs, to see her glistening pussy, already soaking wet.
"Fuck..." I groan. I'll never get used to this amount of fucking perfection!
I run my cock over her slowly, as she lets out a small moan and I feel her tremble against me.
I watch myself slowly slide into her, but know she's watching my face.
"I'm sorry baby." I say, slipping into her further with the second thrust.
"Mmmm" she groans, her head falling back against the mirror behind her.
I pull out and rub myself against her again, my cock already covered in her wetness.
I watch again, as I slide all the way into her this time, completely filling her.
I stop there for a moment, and press my lips to her neck, down her chest, over her breasts, slowly moving up to her lips.
"I love you baby. Please never forget it." Jen whispers against my slightly parted lips.
"I won't." I reply, before pulling out and slamming back into her quickly.
"Oh fuck!" She screams, her nails scraping through my hair.
"Fuck baby...look at this...look how fuckin' good this looks!" I groan, watching how her tight pussy fits perfectly around me all over again.
She looks down, almost intrigued by it.
We both watch as I slide in and out repeatedly, before I place my thumb over her clit, rubbing my thumb along it gently before finding her nub.
"Holy fucking shit..." she groans, watching my thumb work against her whilst burying myself deep.
"So fuckin' hot baby...look at that shit! We're fucking made for each other!" I state, looking up at her face to realize she's biting her lip.
I place my lips over hers, and remove her lip from between her teeth with my own teeth.
She lets out a screaming moan, as I dive into her faster, kissing and biting my way down her neck again. I place my hands under her thighs, and lift her from the basin.
Sliding my hands up to her ass, I slam her down onto my cock, my hips meeting her with every thrust.
"Fuck, fuck...fuck J..." she screams over and over, her teeth sinking into my shoulder, causing a huge grunt to escape me from within.
I back her up against the wall placing my hands either side of her head, breathing for a moment, her legs tightly wrapped around my waist, holding herself there.
She grinds against me, her pussy tightening around me.
"Don't stop J, please don't stop..." she moans, riding my cock.
Placing my hands on her hips, I lift her a little, pinning her against the wall before slamming into her again.
"Fuck babe, you're too fuckin' good to me." I groan, pounding the fuck out of her now.
"Ffuuuuuuccccckkkkkkk." She screams, as I feel her pussy squeeze around me, holding on for dear life.
"Mmmm fuck baby..." I moan into her neck.
Fuck me, every time is better than the last!
"Cum on him baby, he's all yours!" I groan, feeling my balls tighten.
I watch her beautiful face as she lets screams, moans and dirty obscenities slip from between her lips.
Her pussy tightens around me even harder, and I feel her juices spilling over me, as quick repetitive sighs escape her mouth.
"Mmmmggggffff fuck baby, I love it when you cum on my cock!" I groan, still slamming into her.
"Holy shit J..." she sighs, having come down from her high.
"I ain't even done yet baby..." I tell her, holding her ass in my hands, lifting and lowering her quickly.
In no time, she's moaning again, as I get closer to the edge.
"Fuck baby...I'm so fuckin' in love with you..." I moan, pulling out of her quickly, but only to turn her around.
"Look at you baby...look how beautiful you are!" I say, pointing to the mirror.
She grasps onto the edge of the basin, breathing heavily. I kiss over her shoulders and the back of her neck, one hand reaching around to play with her beautiful tits, the other tightly grasping her hip.
"I fuckin' love how perfect we are together baby." I whisper into her ear, and watch her nod in reply.
Grasping my cock in my hand, I slowly trail it down her ass crack. Pulling her hips closer to me, before running my hands up her sides, and down her back.
With her bent over, I spread her legs slightly, as she watches my every move in the reflection of the mirror.
Running my hands up her sides again, before bringing them back down and grasping her hips, I slide right back into her sweet pussy from behind.
"Holy fuckkkkk..." she moans, as I watch her eyes fall closed, and her back arch, pressing her ass into me.
"Open your eyes baby..." I whisper, fucking her slowly and softly.
She slowly opens them, catching my eye in the reflection.
"Mmmmm...I'm gonna stroke your body, make you bend over, for me..." I sing softly, watching as she bites down on her lip, and I know that she too is thinking of the incredible night that got us here.
I watch her beautiful reflection in the mirror, her eyes partly closed, her lips open slightly, as sweat pours down both of our bodies, her pretty tits moving with perfect rhythm as I make love to my beautiful girl all over again.
"Fuck baby...you're so fuckin' beautiful." I groan again, never being able to tell her enough.
"J..." she whispers, her eyes closing briefly.
I slam into her harder and faster, hearing that one simple letter roll off her tongue that I love so much.
"Fuck..." I groan, feeling her tighten around me again, my cock now throbbing with the desperate need to release.
I reach my left hand around, and press my fingers between her wet pussy lips and lightly pinch her clit, resulting in a high pitched moan to escape her.
"Oh...fuck...fuck J..." she screams, as I fuck her hard and fast, my fingers working at the same speed over her clit. Suddenly she's a beautiful moaning screaming mess as she pushes her pussy back against me, and spills herself all over me again, grinding her way through it.
"Fuck baby, it's so fuckin' warm..." I moan, watching her beautiful face in the mirror. Her beautiful bright blue eyes find mine in the reflective glass, looking at me through her lashes, before stating one last "holy fuck".
"Mmmm..." I groan, before shooting my hot load into her, her eyes rolling back as I fill her.
Numerous groans escape me as I thrust the last of me deep inside of her, before pulling her down to the ground with me.
I watch as she curls up in my lap, stroking my sweaty chest.
"I fucking love you Jen." I groan, running my hand through her hair.
"I love you J." She whispers back, as she lifts my arm, and places a soft longing kiss on my 'believe' tattoo, sending amazing love filled shockwaves through my body.
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JEN
I'm nervous as fuck right now, about to give Justin his birthday present. I have no idea why, I know he's going to love it!
Sitting in the lounge with Mom, Justin, Chase and Pattie, I've gotta say, feels a little awkward.
"Ok...so...you played a song to me a few months ago, and I fell in love with it..." I start, looking at Justin across the room. I'd die to be in his arms right now, but Chase and Pattie still have no idea. "...well, I did something with it...and I'm hoping to god you'll like it..." I continue, smiling back at him. "Well...maybe you should just listen..." I say, before turning around and pressing play on the stereo.
I sit on the arm of the sofa, watching his reaction as the familiar beat fills the room. When a voice fills the room that doesn't belong to him, I watch him freeze in his seat, frowning slightly.
( http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fbhn6K4PHzs )
"What the fuck?" He suddenly screams, jumping up but standing in that spot frozen again.
"That's not..." he says, before I cut him off with a nod.
"Bull fucking shit!" He states, making me laugh. I watch him as his face changes from pure shock to one of incredible excitement and happiness.
"How? When...holy fucking shit!!!" He states, as his voice then comes through the speakers also. "WHAT?!?!" He screams, hearing his voice along with the other.
He stands there staring at me wide eyed, love, appreciation and passion caught in the space between us. Suddenly he's across the room, scooping me up into his arms, in a huge 'friendly' cuddle.
"I love you so fuckin' much!" He whispers so only I can hear.
"Well uh...turn around..." I reply, releasing my arms from around his neck as he places my feet back on the ground.
I watch with a smile as he slowly turns around.
"Sup JB!"
"No...fucking...way..." Justin says. If he wasn't in shock before, he is now!
"You got me Chris fucking Brown for my birthday?" He asks, turning back to me quickly.
"Well I mean...you can't keep him..." I laugh, everyone else laughing with me.
"Happy birthday Bro!" Chris says, walking across the living room and pulling Justin into a man hug.
"This is fucking insane..." Justin mumbles, his hands running through his hair.
"How does this even happen?" He asks, looking between myself and Chris.
"Let's just say you have a very persistent...uh...friend! You're a pretty lucky dude if you ask me..." Chris says.
I see the look in Justin's eyes, as he fights off the need to wrap me in his arms, and do whatever else he wants to me. I see Chris standing with a smirk on his face, obviously finding the awkward tension a little amusing. I'd worded him up on our situation.
Justin simply looks at me, a massive grin on his beautiful face, and that's all the thanks I need. I'd do anything to put that beautiful smile on his face, it lights up my world like nothing else.
JUSTIN
I just can't fucking believe it...who the fuck gets Chris Brown to listen to some random song, then record it, resulting in a duet?! When I had no fucking idea?!
I'm on cloud 9 right now, even more in love with Jen than ever before.
"How did this even happen?" I ask, sitting on the sofa next to fucking Chris Brown.
"My music teacher mentioned Chris a while back, saying he'd worked with him... I kind of told him I'd deliberately fail his class if he didn't help me with something. .." Jen says, making Chris and myself laugh. Safe to say, Mom, Sue and Chase don't look to happy with her confession. "...so then I get a phone call one day, and it was Chris, saying he'd heard the track, loved it, and when did I need it done by..."
"You wrote it yeah?" Chris asks, looking at me.
"Yeah..." I reply, nodding.
"It's fuckin' dope man, I love it!" Chris smiles, resulting in another massive grin from yours truly.
"Justin..." Mom's soft voice calls from across the room.
"Yeah Mom?" I ask.
"I have something for you..." she says, fishing through her bag.
"You already gave me a present mom!" I state with a frown on my face.
"This isn't from me..." she says, holding out an envelope.
I stand up, walk towards her and take the envelope.
Seeing a simple 'Justin' written on the front, I run my thumb over the familiar writing. I'd know it anywhere.
With a tear forming in my eye, I stare down at the envelope, Mom's eyes watching me knowingly.
I hadn't heard from him since the day he died. Unlike Jen and Chase, I never got a birthday letter. I never expected them. The man who taught me everything, seeing as my own Dad was so far away...
Feeling the air in the room change, I look across at my beautiful girl, her face filled with concern.
Slipping my finger through the flap of the envelope, I take a deep heavy breath...
*To be continued...*