Chapter Twenty Four~"I loved you from the start."

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*AUTHORS NOTE*
This chapter contains a fair few links. This was never intended to be anything more than a JBFF story, so I apologise for the links and the fact you can't follow them on wattpad. I've written the song title in the brackets so you at least have some idea. Or you could always copy and paste the link because cuteness! 😘

----23rd March----

JEN
It's been five days since I last saw Justin. I've still received an "I love you" text every night, just as I was going to bed. Like he knew I was thinking of him. Not that I wasn't thinking of him 24/7, because I was. I was thinking about him every second of every day. Hearing my phone go off, I smile a little to myself, knowing this will be my 'I love you' text for the night. To my surprise, the text is a little longer than that...

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"I know you won't respond, but I need to ask you to do something for me. On your laptop, there's a folder called "for you". Type that into your search bar, I'll give you further instructions shortly...I love you x"

Frowning to myself a little, I throw my homework to the side and open my laptop, typing "for you" into the search bar. I click on the folder and immediately see a few word files and a few media files come onto the screen.
As if he's watching me, my phone alerts me to another text.

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"These are just a few of the songs I've written for you over time. Yes, I borrowed your laptop, recording program and your usb...please don't growl! :( They're all dated, you can see when they were written and recorded. I want you to see how far back my love for you goes. Your Forever & Always, J."

I feel my heart swell at the "your forever & always", butterflies releasing within me and a tiny smile coming onto my face.

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"Click '8.5.08' first. You were only little, about 11 I think. It's when I started realizing how much I wanted to be around you. I knew you were my favorite...I loved you from the start!" I click on the file titled '8.5.08' (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbdwTwCLHZc) (Favorite girl-piano version)

I'm crying. I was crying from the first few notes that his beautiful 14 year old voice sang.

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"You like it baby? You'll always be my favorite girl! The next one '11.12.08', I still sound like a baby...I enjoyed writing about you...it came easy. Remember, I was only 14...I knew it then...I actually realized after this...just how much I really love you..."

Feeling a little rush, I immediately click on the next, '11.12.08'
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fRaWDue13nU) (one time-acoustic)

The emotions that are running through my body are insane! His beautiful little voice that I heard so often when we were playing around, but I've never heard any of these! This is all so crazy...

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"I hope you liked that baby. '8.7.09' next. I still sound like a baby, but... :) click it! I love you."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YfiDBhe3UhM (Pick me)

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"I wrote this while you were seeing that douchebag...9.10.11. I wanted you to be mine so bad baby!"
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z2DJsWjHKzY (Boyfriend acoustic)

*The Beast In Your Pussy*
"The next one baby girl, I'm pretty proud of...I was getting older. I was needing you more than ever. I wrote it not long after I bashed the shit outta that fuckhead... 7.11.11 This...I meant every single word of this baby...I love you more now than ever..."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PQ3tdOhpdAw (Fall-live)

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