Dark Nights ✔️

Chapter Twenty-Four

I felt a little pressure around my breast area and wondered what it was. I immediately flung my eyes open when I remembered I was sharing a bed with Jerry. He was fast asleep but obviously didn't know anything about boundaries.

"Jerry." I screeched a bit as I pushed him away. He fell onto the floor and I could tell he was shocked because he woke up confused.

"What happened?" He asked looking around the room for only God knows what.

"You didn't obey the boundary rule." I said quietly as I relaxed myself back on the bed. He was almost annoyed but since he was still very much sleepy, he ignored me and climbed the bed back and shortly after, he was fast asleep again.

"Ode." I whispered to myself as I laid more comfortably on the bed. I looked over at him again and I just couldn't help but stare. He was actually cuter than I let myself admit and the way his curly hair came together to his temple when he slept was just eye catching.

He slept so soundly and didn't make any sounds which I loved. His lips, I couldn't resist staring back at them, they were juicier than back before at his house and the way they just laid there quietly just caused a lot of commotion in my head.

I found myself leaning in to him, I stopped when I was close enough and shook the thought from my head.

What was I about to do?

It was a great battle what I should do, I looked over at his lips again and then followed by his face.

God, when did I begin to think of Jerry...

I couldn't get him off my mind, the way he smiled, laughed and even made jokes at me. I took a last glance at him and then did what I never thought I'd find myself doing.
I leaned in and kissed him. It was brief, just a little so he wouldn't wake up or know I did anything. I needed to know how it felt like, what he felt like and now I did and it was better than I thought.

I found myself praying to God in my mind. It was a brief prayer but it was precise. I needed God help to direct me on what to do. I never thought I would think of Jerry this way and now I knew I was already deep in my feelings. I didn't know when it started, but I knew it had taken deep roots in my heart.

I decided to go get water at the kitchen when I noticed someone sitting on my father's chair... it was very dark so I couldn't exactly deduce who it was till he got up and came into the light. It was my father!

"What are y-you doing here?" I asked moving back a bit... I was a bit terrified I must admit.

"Don't ask me foolish questions." He fired back at me as he grabbed me by my wrist. "Who's that man Ehn? So you think you have grown wings now abi?" He looked terrifying and I wanted to yell for help.

"Papa you're hurting me." I cried as I tried releasing his grip from my wrist but all came futile. I didn't know what to do, I was scared of what he could do and judging from the darkness, I could tell it was way past midnight.

"Shut up now!" He said sternly as he pushed me to the chair and I fell crashing down... my night gown was flung open and all my cleavage and a bit of my boobs were out in the open.

"Papa? What are you doing?" I asked looking terrified.

He wasn't actually thinking of raping me again, was he?

"Thelma?" I heard the voice approaching say... omg it was Jerry.

"Jerry!" I quickly called out as I got up and pushed my father aside as I ran to meet him. He was still sleepy telling from the fact that he didn't notice my father was standing not to far from where we were.

"Let's go inside." I ordered as I dragged him back to the room. I was trembling with fear and immediately we got to the room, I held onto Jerry. I was holding back the tears about to begin dropping.

"Are you alright?" Jerry asked as he turned my face to his... luckily he didn't know I was crying but he noticed I was shaking.

"I-I'm fine. Let's go back to sleep." I said as he got back on bed and placed the pillows back for the demarcation... as I got onto the bed, I flung the pillows away to the ground and went closer to him for a cuddle.

"The pillows?" He asked concerned as I threw my arms around him and buried my face on his chest.

I didn't utter a word, I couldn't utter anything as I just stayed there holding back my tears.
I couldn't believe my father would actually attempt to rape me again... it's been so long and I had never felt that weak and helpless well since Mr Peterson raped me. Everything just came ringing back in my head and so after I began crying... tears I couldn't hold back anymore. I was tired, tired of being alone, tired of being scared and terrified, tired of being used as a tool by horny men who only wanted to satisfy their dicks... I just want to be happy.

"I'm here for you. Stop crying." I heard Jerry whisper softly as he gave me a little kiss on my forehead. That little kiss meant the world to me as I just laid on him sobbing softly.

Was this my God sent man?

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Wow!
This chapter just has a bit of it all... Pain, Love, anger, everything ehn😔

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