¿There really isn't... a reason?

¿1?

"Friend Raven! It is so glorious to have you home!" Starfire said as she ran up to hug me.

I said nothing as she embraced me, but when her arms touched me and I felt her hands on my back. I decided I didn't want this. I didn't want to be here. I didn't want her touching me. I don't want her to look at me.

I don't want anyone to look at me, or touch me, or talk to me.

I started to panic and I backed away, and my hands shook more violently than a lonesome tree in a wind storm.

Robin, Starfire, and Cyborg stared at me. I couldn't tell if it was out of anger, fear, nervousness like I was, or whatever they were feeling.

Beastboy, though, walked in front of them.

"How about we all just take a breath. We've all had a long day. Let's just chill out?" He said.

I wanted to thank him, but I didn't. I just walked out of the common room.

Approaching my room. The room I haven't seen for 2 months. I was flooded with a happiness I thought I could never feel again. I opened it, and the smell of my dusty books made my heart melt. I walked to my bed, fingering the sheets.

I don't understand why I feel the things I am feeling, but I don't know.

I didn't sit in my bed, though.

I walked to my closet, which was full of other cloaks and such.

I walked into my closet, grabbed a few cloaks and closed myself in my closet.

It was dark... and silent in here.

My eyes got blurry as they filled with tears, and I felt my chest tighten.

I sat in the corner, taking shallow breaths.

I grabbed my cloaks, curled them up in a ball.

I covered my face with them, and screamed.