¿There really isn't... a reason?

¿6?

"Are you serious Raven? Why would you do that!? And you have no right to snap at Starfire for saving you!" Robin yelled. He had pulled everyone into the med wing. I needed an ice pack for my head, so I guess he's just decided that the med wing would be best for his tantrum.

"Are you even listening to me?!" He snapped, getting way too close to my face.

"Yes." I said quietly.

"I can't tell if you are or not Raven. You've been off ever since you came back. But that doesn't give you any excuse to treat her like she's less than you!" He yelled.

He noticed me not replying to most of his tantrum. So I guess he had to do something different. He turned to Starfire.

"Starfire, go touch Raven's arm." He said. My eyes grew wide.

"What point is this going to prove?" I asked.

"You always get in arguments with me on how I should let you fight. But if your own teammate can't touch you, why should you be allowed to battle?" He said.

He was right, about everything.

I can't fight.

I felt my eyes tear up. I bit my lip trying to stop the tears running down my cheeks but it didn't work.

I really am keeping this team from its full potential.

"That's what I thought. I didn't mean to get angry but-" Robin started to say, but Beastboy cut him off.

"You didn't mean to get angry? Robin there was no point in this." Beastboy said.

"There was a point." Robin snapped.

"Oh yeah? What was it? To make Raven feel worse than she already does?" Beastboy said, trying to keep himself calm.

"No! To prove the point that she needs to get off my back about fighting when she can't! She knows it too!" Robin yelled.

His comment made my tears flow harder. I sniffed, trying to hold them back.

"Do you realize that she was standing on the roof for a reason? Or are you just that much of an idiot?" Beastboy said, still keeping calm.

"No Beastboy, I'm not an idiot. I know why she was up there and it's a stupid reason." Robin snapped.

I saw Beastboy's fist clench. I had never seen him so... petrifying.

"Can I add that you haven't even said one nice thing since we've been in here? The whole time it's been about how she can't fight and Starfire! Don't you think that someone up on a roof for that reason would want a little bit of nice words? Because I know I sure would!" Beastboy said aggressively.

"Oh okay Beastboy. So we just need to push aside on how she's treating everyone?"

"How is she treating everyone?! Starfire isn't everyone. Raven matters just as much as anyone. Even if she isn't fighting. I know well that if the roles in this situation were switched and it was Starfire standing on the edge of that roof you wouldn't be yelling at her like this!" Beastboy wasn't calm anymore.

This fight was making my head hurt, and my tears became more thick.

"Starfire also lets people touch her without freaking out!" Robin screamed.

"What does that matter Robin?! If she doesn't want to be touched, she doesn't want to be touched! Why are you using that as an insult. Why—" Cyborg stepped between them.

"Enough!" Cyborg yelled.

Beastboy backed away, sighing, letting his anger out as he exhaled.

Robin on the other hand left the room in anger.

Starfire followed, trying to talk to him, I'm guessing to calm him down. She had also started crying.

Cyborg looked at Beastboy, making eye contact. Cyborg just shook his head, sighed, and then left the room as well.

My eyes were glued to the floor.

I stopped crying for the most part, which was good I guess.

"Are you okay?" I looked up, realizing Beastboy was talking to me.

I nodded. He nodded back, sitting in the chair next to mine. He was smart, and very cautious I've noticed when he's around me. He scooted the chair away from mine.

"I'm sorry." He said quietly.

"You didn't do anything." I stated, pulling my knees into my chest.

"I'm sorry for what he said. He cares about you. He really does. When you were gone he was so fixed on finding you. I think he's just upset that he couldn't save you from whatever happened to you. Ya know?" He said. I nodded again.

It was silent for awhile. But he decided to break it.

"You know dude, I'd be really hurt if you would have jumped off today." He said.

"Yeah..." I said, not knowing how to respond.

"I'm serious." He said.

"Um... thank you for uh. Standing up for me." I said awkwardly.

He smiled a warm smile, then got up to walk out.

I got up as well. I was exhausted from all the events that went on today and I'm preparing myself for all the events that will happen tomorrow.

And probably the next day.

I'm just hoping it gets better soon.