¿There really isn't... a reason?

¿10?

It had been a few days since I had told Beastboy about everything.

About everything that happened to me.

Since then, I would like to say it got better but, it seemed to get worse.

I woke up with more nightmares in the night. They were constant and I would always wake up in a sweat.

They were always about Slade and they were so real I could feel the pain all over again.

I try to stay in the living room with everyone as much as I can because I want them to know that I love them and care. I just don't know how to express it.

I'm sitting on the couch now as I'm in my thoughts. I was trying to read, but the Beastboy and Cyborg arguing didn't help.

"Give me the controller Beastboy!" Cyborg growled, trying to yank the controller from his hands.

"It's my turn!" Beastboy yelled kicking Cyborg's chest with his shoe.

"It was my turn two games ago!" Cyborg yanked it from his hands.

Beastboy's cheeks turned red with anger and he pounced on Cyborgs back.

My headache was increasing. I was about to call them out on their childish actions, but, I thought I'd let this one work itself out.

"Get off! You're gonna mess up the game Beastboy!" Cyborg said angrily and threw Beastboy on the couch.

When he did that, the controller fell and it broke. A button fell off, and the back cracked open.

I can't wait to hear this screaming match.

"Now look what you did!" Cyborg yelled.

"Don't point your metal finger at me dude! If you would have.-"

"It was my turn! This is the third remote you've broken!" Cyborg screamed getting close to his face.

"You're a moron! If you would have just been a sane human and—" Beastboy was cut off.

Robin came in hot headed.

"This better not be about another stupid remote! Starfire and I can hear you clear from my room!" He said with clenched fists.

" I don't know how you heard us dude. I thought the bed shaking and the moans would be loud enough to block us out." Beastboy said, causing him and Cyborg to fall into a laughing fit.

I could feel my face start to turn pink so I hid it with my cloak. I was waiting for Robin to explode.

Robins face turned beet red.

"Just be quiet." Robin mumbled as he left the room.

Wow, he was a lot calmer than I thought.

The boys, of course, were still in their laughing fit.

"Why did you say that?" Cyborg asked when he caught his breath.

"Because it's true! I can hear them clear in my room sometimes." Beastboy said still somewhat giggling.

"Man listen-" Cyborg started to talk but he was interrupted by the crime alert.

Beastboy groaned with annoyance and so did Cyborg.

Beastboy waited until Cyborg ran out the doors to talk to me.

"Do you want us to bring food home or something when we're done?" He asked politely.

"No it's okay. I'll have tea or something." I said starting to get up.

"Okay." He awkwardly held out his hand for a fist bump. I rolled my eyes and tapped my fist on his.