Adopted by O2L

Purple hair, new music && Avery.

Carter's p.o.v

I am at the hair salon getting my hair done. I am getting my roots re-dyed blonde and getting purple tips.

The bleach is currently in my hair, so that my roots aren't dark. I went on my phone and saw that Brad, Dad, Luke && Calum tweeted me.

'@thevampsbrad: missing you gorgeous. See you soon.❤️ I love you. @CarterCaylen'

'@jccaylen: I don't tell you this everyday; I am extremely proud of you.☺️ @CarterCaylen'

'@lukehemmings: bestfriend! I come home in two days! Let's hang out when I get back! I miss youuuu!😭 @CarterCaylen'

'@calumhood: we were at Burger King when 'Shower' started playing. This is a sign that we need to see @CarterCaylen. I miss her.😣'

'@CarterCaylen: I miss you more babe! 😚 see you sooonnnn!💕 love ya.😘 @thevampsbrad'

'@CarterCaylen: thanks daddy❤️❤️❤️ I love you.☺️ @jccaylen'

'@CarterCaylen: YES LETS HANG OUT. I MISS MY BEST FRIEND SOOOO MUCH COME HOME SOONER😭😭😭 LOVE YOUUU💕 @lukehemmings'

'@CarterCaylen: the world is tryna tell you something, Cal. Well, two things; I'm the coolest, and you need to come see me.❤️ miss you! ☺️ @calumhood'

I put my phone in my purse. My hair was done. I got it washed and they added the purple. i waited for 50 minutes until it was done.

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I am currently in my car. I pulled my phone out and took a picture with my new hair.

'@CarterCaylen: Purple hair.💜'

I locked my phone and began to drive home. I finally got home. I walked in and headed to my room.

I turned my tv on, and pulled my phone out. I read so much hate. Still, about the nude thing. It kills me a little more each time. No one knows how much this kills me.

It's still going on and it just gets worse and worse every single day. I picked my music journal up and looked through it. There was a song I started, but never finished. It's called 'Why Try'

I worked on the rest of it until it was finally done.

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It's been a day and I'm at the studio. I got In the booth and began to sing.

I've been living with devils and angels, angels, angles. Realized we were not in the same boat, same boat, yeah.

Kills me, how you love me then you cut me down, I'll do the same. We've been living like angels and devils, devils.

I'm loving the pain. I never wanna live without it. So why do I try? You drive me insane. Now we're screaming just to see who's louder.

So why do I try? You got me like (na na na na na na na na, na na na na na na na) (oh yeah)

You and I redefine being lovesick, love sick, love sick. Through it all, you could still make my heart skip, heart skip, oh yeah.

Even when you're yelling at me, I still think you're beautiful. Through it all you could still make my heart skip, heart skip.

I'm loving the pain. And I never wanna love without it. So why do I try? You drive me insane. Now we're screaming just to see who's louder. So why do I try?

You got me like (na na na na na na na na, na na na na na na na) oh baby, look at us. We've been living like angels, living like devils.

Oh baby look at us, we've been loving like angels, loving like devils. Oh baby, look at us, we've been living like angles, living like devils. Oh baby, look at us, we've been loving like angles, loving like devils. Oh baby look.

I'm loving the pain. I never wanna live without it. So why do I try? (Do I try) you drive me insane. Now we're screaming just to see who's louder. So why do I try?

You got me like (na na na na na na na na, na na na na na na na
na na na na na na na na, na na na na na na na na)

I smiled as I ended the song. We played around with for a little bit before I headed home.

When I got home I went upstairs to my room. I looked on my phone and saw that I had a message from Avery. She was the first friend I had when I moved here.

From: Avery💛
Hey, Carter! I am sorry we haven't talked in a long time. I've been in and out of programs for my issues, but I just finished up my last program and I miss you.😔

To: Avery💛
AVERY! I MISS YOU SO MUCH YOU HAVE NO IDEA. Come over whenever, you know where I live.☺️ I hope you are doing better.💕

From: Avery💛
Thanks bby.☺️ I am, I am so much better. My mom and I are actually around the corner at her boyfriends house. Could I stop by right now?

To: Avery💛
HECK YES. SLEEP OVER.💕

From: Avery💛
I will. Be there in a few :)

I knew Avery has been in and out of rehab programs, and she has been struggling a lot. I have missed her so much. It's been hard not having her around.

"Dad! Guess who's coming over." I said as I walked into his room. "Who?" He asked. "Avery." I smiled. "Oh! I have missed seeing her around!" He said smiling.

"She's also sleeping over...." I said. He nodded and smiled. "That's fine." He said. I nodded and headed back to my room. A few minutes later, there was a knock on my door. I stood up and opened the door, only to be attacked by Avery. She hugged me so hard.

"I have missed you so much." I said smiling. "Me too!" She said. We took a picture and I posted it.

'@CarterCaylen: re-united and it feels so good.💛'