Adopted by O2L

Can't Believe It.

Carter's p.o.v

It's been a day since Bradley proposed to me. I am the happiest girl. I cannot wait.

Bradley is going to an interview with the boys, and I am preforming Nightingale and Love Me Harder.

I am almost ready to go out and preform. My crew and I said a little prayer before I got mic-ed up.

I am wearing a black crop top, a white skirt, and black high heels. (Look at the picture on side)

I kissed Lily's head before I headed out. "Hello everyone!" I said as the crowd cheered.

"How are you?" I asked. I got a lot I replies. I smiled and got my mic on it's stand, and sat on the stool.

"So, this next song is very meaningful to me. It's about Brenda, who unfortunately passed away. I miss her everyday, and it's hard everyday," I said.

I looked up at the sky. "This ones for you, Brenda. Love you, always." I said.

The music started playing.

I can't sleep tonight. Wide awake and so confused. Everything's in line, but I am bruised. I need a voice to echo. I need a light to take me home, I kinda need a hero, is it you?

I looked up at the sky, and smiled, and closed my eyes.

I never see the forest for the trees. I could really use your melody. Baby I'm a little blind. I think its time for you to find me.

Can you be my nightingale? Sing to me, I know you're there. You could be my sanity. Bring me peace, sing me to sleep. Say you'll be my nightingale.

Somebody speak to me, cause i'm feeling like hell. Need you to answer me, I'm overwhelmed. I need a voice to echo, I need a light to take me home, I need a star to follow, I dont know.

I never see the forest for the trees. I could really use your melody. Baby I'm a little blind, I think it's time for you to find me Can you be my nightingale? Sing to me, I know you're there. You could be my sanity. Bring me peace, sing me to sleep.

I was crying at this point. I miss her so much. I got engaged last night, and I can't believe she wasn't there. She won't be there for my wedding.

Say you'll be my nightingale. I don't know what I'd do without you, Your words are like a whisper cutting through. As long as you are with me here tonight, I'm good.

Can you be my nightingale? Feels so close, I know you're there. Oh, nightingale. Sing to me, I know you're there. 'Cause baby you're my sanity. You bring me peace, sing me to sleep. Say you'll be my nightingale. Oh. Mm, mn. mm.

I wiped my tears away, and smiled as I looked at the sky. "I miss you." I mouthed.

I smiled as I looked at my fans. "You guys mean the world to me, thank you for everything." I smiled.

"My childhood was difficult, and so has being a teenager. But thank you for always being there for me. I love you." I said smiling.

I stood up and took the mic off it's stand. Love Me Harder started playing.

Tell me something I need to know. Then take my breath and never let it go.

If you just let me invade your space, I'll take the pleasure, take it with the pain.

And if in the moment, I bite my lip. Baby in the moment, you'll this is.

Something bigger than us and beyond bliss. Give me a reason to believe it.