Adopted by O2L

Together, we are better.

Carter's p.o.v

It's been a day. I can't believe all of this has happened. Tomorrow we preform.

We as in The Vamps, 5 Seconds of Summer, Justin, and I. We decided to do it.

I know that Brenda would've loved us to do it. Lily is currently napping.

I looked at her. She looks so peaceful. I smiled. When I look at her, I see Brenda. I smiled.

I put her in her crib, and headed downstairs. Kian was on the couch, dad was filming, and Trevor was sleeping.

I went on the couch with Kian and layed my head on his lap. "How are you holding up?" He asked me.

"I'm doing okay." I said sighing. He began to play with my hair. i smiled at him.

I saw that dad was done filming. His video was gonna be about Brenda.

I don't know if I'll be able to watch it, but I know it's gonna be an amazing video.

Dad finished filming. He went upstairs to edit his video. I sat Kian's lap.

"When is Brad coming?" He asked me. "He's coming over in a few minutes." I said.

He nodded. I took a picture with Kian and posted it.

'@CarterCaylen: yesterday was the hardest, but I am always so happy to get cuddled by anyone.💜 I love you Kiki.😘 @kianlawley'

I locked my phone as Brad && James walked in. I got up to hug them.

"Where's Lily?" Brad asked. "She's sleeping." I said. He nodded and kissed my forehead.

"Are you ready for tomorrow?" James asked me. "No, but i don't think any of us are. Her funeral was just yesterday." I said.

"Yeah, but I know Brenda will make it be great." James lightly smiled.

"She will." I said smiling. "It's gonna be really hard to sing Nightingale." I said sighing.

Nightingale has a whole new meaning to me. "Yeah, I know. You're singing Can We Dance with us right?" Brad asked me.

"Yeah." I said weakly smiling. I went on Twitter and tweeted.

'@CarterCaylen: if you guys are going to the performances tomorrow here in LA, do me a favor?'

'@CarterCaylen: please help us sing. We are emotional, and need your help.😞'

'@CarterCaylen: we need you guys more than ever; your cheers and kind words.'

'@CarterCaylen: luv u babies so much. Thank u for all ur support since what happened...😣 means a lot to us💜 #wehavethebestfansever'

I locked my phone. "Lily's crying." James said. He went to go get her.

He brought her down to me and made her a bottle. He fed her. "I am not ready." I said sighing.

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I am minutes away from preforming. I preform Nightingale, Who Are You, and Beautiful with Justin.

Then, The Vamps go on. They sing a couple of songs from their new album, then we sing Can We Dance, Somebody To You.

5 Seconds of Summer goes on after The Vamps. They sing a few songs.

Justin goes on last. He sings One Less Lonely Girl, dedicating it to Brenda. Then Believe.

Then we all take the stage to sing my song Together. I am really nervous.