I'll be ok, not today but soon.

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Carter's p.o.v

"Carter, wake up." I heard an Australian voice say. I opened my eyes, and saw Luke hovering over me. "What happened?" I asked Luke confused.

"We were cuddling and we both fell asleep." He laughed. I sat up, and a sudden feel of sadness took over me. I remembered why I was sad. Sam has a girlfriend. "What time is it?" I asked rubbing my eyes.

"It's 7am. I need to go for band rehearsals." Luke said. "Oh." I said sad. "Don't worry, I'll be back in 2 hours, and I can pick you up, and we can do something, okay?" Luke asked hugging me. "Okay, good luck." I said as we headed downstairs.

I saw something that made my heart drop. Sam and his girlfriend on the couch, kissing. "You know what? Go get changed. You're coming with me." Luke said. Sam and his girlfriend pulled away. luke and I headed up to my room again.

I hugged Luke, as tears rushed down my face. "Sh, it's gonna be okay. Change." He said. I pulled away and cleaned myself up. I quickly changed my shirt to one of dad's, put a hoodie and left my jeans how they were. I slipped my vans on. I grabbed my charger and phone. I put my sunglasses on.

Luke and I went into dad's room and told him where we were going. We then headed downstairs. "Where are you going?" Sam asked as we reached the living room. "What's it to you?" I asked as we rushed out of there.

There was a car waiting for Luke. Luke opened the back door for me, and I hopped in. Luke came in behind me, and shut the door. "Aye mate." another Australian voice said. It was Calum. "Hello." I smiled before buckling up and looking out the window.

"Everything alright love?" Calum asked. "Sensitive topic, mate. She doesn't want to talk about it." Luke said answering for me, which I was thankful for. i looked at Luke and smiled at him. "Well, sorry I asked. I hope things get better for you. What's your name? I'm Calum by the way." Calum laughed as he drove.

"I'm Carter. Nice to meet you, and thanks me too." I smiled. I then texted dad.

To: dad👨

Dad I'm with Luke, don't worry. Need to be out of the house cuz sam's there with his girlfriend... I love you and be home soon.

From: dad👨

That's fine baby. I'll see you soon. Stay safe and come home soon.

we pulled up to an arena and we walked inside. The guys got straight to rehearsing, and I sat on the first row while I watched them. I sent out a couple tweets.

'@CarterCaylen: don't know why I care..'

'@CarterCaylen: wish it didn't hurt this bad.'

'@CarterCaylen: so thankful for @lukehemmings he's simply wonderful.💕'

'@CarterCaylen: dad, when I get home, can I have a hug?😞😪 @jccaylen'

I then saw that Dad, Lia, Kian && Trevor tweeted me.

'@jccaylen: of course you can have a hug. I love you.❤️ @CarterCaylen'

'@liamariejohnson: head up, babe. I'm always here. I love you lots.💞 @CarterCaylen'

'@kianlawley: I'm gonna attack u with hugs when u come home. Be strong bby.😘 @CarterCaylen'

'@trevormoran: ily Carter.😘 I'll see u soon. Stay strong best friend.❤️ @CarterCaylen'

'@CarterCaylen: thanks daddy... I love you more.💕 @jccaylen'

'@CarterCaylen: thanks Lia. Means a lot. Come over soon, pls?❤️ ily.💋 @liamariejohnson'

'@CarterCaylen: much needed... I love you so much, Kiki.💜 @kianlawley'

'@CarterCaylen: ily2 Trevy. So much.💖 thank u, love. See u soon.💙 @trevormoran'

I locked my phone and watched Luke && the guys rehearse. after, they came down and we all walked to their dressing room.

"You haven't ate yet. Are you hungry?" Luke asked me as he sat down next to me. "I'm fine." I simply said. He just nodded. "Don't let Sam and his girlfriend get to you. You're amazingly beautiful and you'll find someone better, I promise." Ashton said as he sat down beside me.

"Thanks, ash. That means a lot." I smiled. He smiled, "anytime mate." He said. "Luke, can you take me home?" I asked Luke. "of course." He smiled. We got up and headed to the van. He gave me his sunglasses and I quickly put them on. He grabbed my hand && opened the door for me with his free hand.

I got in, and he came behind me. "please take us to Jc Caylen's house." Luke told the driver. I took my glasses off and handed them to Luke. "No, they're yours now." He said handing them back to me.

"Thanks Luke." I smiled. Soon, the drive was over. Luke opened the door for me. "I'll see you later, thanks so much for everything, honestly." I said smiling at Luke. He took hold of my hand. "No problem. You know I'm here for you, whenever. Just give me a call if you need anything or want me to pick you up." Luke said.

"Okay, thank you." I said as Luke pulled me into a hug. We stayed there for a good 5 minutes, then he planted a kiss by the side of my lips. "I'll see you." I said before walking off to the front door. "Bye." Luke said before getting back in the van.

I walked in, and was immediately attacked by Kian and Trevor. They hugged me really tight. "I got you these." Kian said handing me flowers. "Thank you so much, Kiki." I said kissing his cheek. I headed up to my room, and took a picture of the flowers.

'@CarterCaylen: thank u so much @kianlawley for these. Made my day.💞'

I then sent out tweets.

'@CarterCaylen: came home and was attacked by @trevormoran @kianlawley thank u for the wonderful hugs.💞 ily'

'@CarterCaylen: so lucky to have u round. @lukehemmings'

'@CarterCaylen: I'll be ok... Not today but soon...💔'

I then locked my phone and layed down. Dad came in. "Hey baby." he said laying down next to me. "Hi." I said. "You ok?" He asked me. "I will be. I just want to sleep." I said. "Okay, well I'll be in my room I love you." Dad said before leaving.

I quickly fell asleep, forgetting about the hurt I was going through.

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