Fool

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3rd person POV

He just arrived home, rantaro has had a very tiring day but that's how work can be sometimes. He walked over to the couch and basically threw himself onto it. After a little while he heard a frustrated sigh followed by what sounded like a guitar coming from his and kokichi's bedroom. Curious the green haired boy walked over to the door, and put an ear to it after a few more strums the boy who was obviously kokichi started singing

" I am just a fool, to keep on chasing after nothing great, you are just a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me. i dont know where I'm supposed to go, oh oh oh oh oh o-oh oh, oh oh oh oh o-oh oh."he sang while playing along

"Is that really what he thinks?" Rantaro muttered silently somewhat worried but enjoying listening to his partner sing which is something he didn't do often despite having a nice voice

" call me on the phone at three I talk to you while half asleep. Complaining 'bout your mother so I take you to the cemetery. Rant to me I like the sound, I like your voice, I like your mouth. Oh, o-oh"

Rantaro was surprised that kokichi even remembered about that night they've known each other for forever so there's a lot of different things he could think of.Rantaro's mother did something at least in his eyes dumb and unfair. He couldn't sleep that night so he called the only person he could. Kokichi. After ranting for a few minutes kokichi said that he'll be over shortly to take him a place where he rant about anything without anyone to bother them. And that's what he did he took rantaro somewhere out of town and let him rant. He laughed to himself over his dramatic he was.

After a while of just him playing the guitar he started singing again " cycling the school at 7:30 in the morning. I am still your baby boy I'm stuck in 2013. Don't understand my body washing machine confuses me. Oh o-oh"

"Wow he remembers a lot from back then" rantaro thought when they were still in high school kokichis parents thought that his school was much farther away then it actually was so they made kokichi leave extra early just to get to school on time and he usually ended up being at the least 10 minutes early to school and he'd just have to go around the school for that long. And back then his nickname was baby boy because of how short he was. He never really got taller after high school so rantaro still called him that sometimes. After
Another little while of just him playing the guitar he sang again

" I am such a fool to keep on chasing after nothing great, you are such a fool to keep pretending that you're loving me. I don't know where I'm supposed supposed to go, oh oh oh oh oh o-oh oh, oh oh oh o-oh oh" he continued

Rantaro was still listening and almost fell asleep on the door but he wanted to continue hearing the song. And he really hoped that kokichi didn't actually think that rantaro didn't love him in the way that he does and that kokichi was just chasing after someone who didn't even want him. Because rantaro loved him and everything he did and he worried that he didn't show it as much as he should've

" I was such a fool for chasing after nothing great, you were a such a fool to keep pretending that loving me. Look in the mirror, love that boy. Don't hurt my dear, don't hurt my joy. oh oh oh oh oh o-oh oh, oh oh oh o-oh oh" at this point rantaro just wanted to run in there hug him already he waited for more lyrics but nothing else came he pulled his ear away from the door stood up and opened it. As soon as the door opened kokichi fell backwards rantaro figured that he was leaning on the door. "Oh h-hey rantaro uh how long have you been here?" He asked looking up at rantaro from the floor.

Rantaro didn't answer but instead put a hand out, Kokichi grabbed it and pulled himself up. As soon as he stood up rantaro pulled him into a tight hug and kokichi just accepted it. "I- I
kinda needed this" kokichi mumbled hugging back. "You should sing more often" "I was only feeling nostalgic so don't expect anything" " did you feel like you were going after someone who acted like they loved but didn't back then as well?" Rantaro asked. Kokichi gulped "y-yes" "do you still feel like that?" Rantaro said still holding the smaller one, kokichi let go. "Maybe" he said almost inaudible. Rantaro felt a sinking feeling in his stomach and he felt terrible.

"Do you want to talk about it?" "S-sure just let's go in the room just cause it feels safer" kokichi said while pulling rantaro inside closing the door behind him. They sat on the bed rantaro coddling him "rantaro do you even love me" "of course I do kichi if I didn't then why would I be here right now" "well yeah but what do you even see in me I'm not special, I'm just like everyone else" kokichi responded chocking up half way through. "Kokichi you've got to be kidding practically everything about you makes me melt. You have a great sense of humor, are gorgeous, no one will ever be able to be bored around you, and there is so much more" kokichi didn't respond "if you need to cry you can. Don't worry it's safe I won't judge it just makes you more human" kokichi nodded and let himself cry it out. He shoved his face in rantaro's chest sobbing into it.

Rantaro rubbed his back and whispered nice things to him making sure he felt safe. After a while sobbing became crying and crying became sniffles and sniffles became yawns. "Im ... tired can I sleep?" Kokichi asked "yes" rantaro responded. "Thank y..." kokichi couldn't even finish the sentence he was so tired and fell asleep almost instantly. Rantaro smiled to himself and slowly got up making sure not to wake up kokichi. He changed into a non wet shirt and got some water for when the other woke up. He put the water on the beside table and went back into bed happy that kokichi got get something off his chest.

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